He's Too Dangerous-Zayn Malik

Chapter Eleven- I need to stay away!

Yashita's P.O.V

"Hey Ash..." Liam mumbled, talking to me for the first time in a while. I've seen him before, he hangs around with Harry a lot and the only time I got to speak to him was over a month ago. "yeh?" I mumbled, trying my best not to sound rude, to be honest I'm fed up with everyone asking me about what happened. I thought coming to school would make it all better. "I'm here... If you need someone to talk to.." He suggested, flashing me a sympathetic smile. I smiled back, nodding slightly. "You're the first one to say that.." I  chuckled coldly, watching him hold out his hand. "Come for a drink?" He suggested, waiting for an answer. I just nodded, following him out the school corridor. We walked up to a small coffee shop not too far from school. Ordering our drinks before sitting in the corner, away from everyone. I sat opposite him, watching his eyes wonder around the room before they landed on me. "I guess its been a stressful day huh?" He joked, causing me to chuckle slightly. "Tough isn't the word.." I smiled, watching him shake his head. "It could be worse.. "He mumbled, taking a sip of his tea. I frowned at his comment. "Worse?" I mumbled, watching his eyes grow wider as he realized what he said. He shook his head, cursing to himself. "Liam, tell me..." I whispered, holding onto his hand tightly. 

He sighed, running his hands through his hair when he realized there was no getting out of this. "If you choose either Harry or Zayn, it won't end pretty, no matter who you choose.." He mumbled, his voice shaky. "But its not Harry who I want.." I whispered, my voice cracking slightly. He looked at me for a second, frowning slightly. "Who is it?" He asked, running his hands through his hair. I sighed, wondering if I really should tell him or not. But it won't do any harm telling someone other than my friends right? "Zayn... I always have I guess.." I shrugged, drinking the last of my coffee. He sighed awkwardly, standing up from his seat, handing out his hand to me once more. I took it of course, making our way back to the school. Just as we walked through, Zayn was sat on the wall, his chest rising and falling with anger. "I know you love Zayn, but I can't guarantee it'll end as nicely as it would with Harry... He has a lot of secrets.." Liam whispered, letting go of my arm before making his way inside. I know I shouldn't like Zayn, if anything I need to stay away but.. I can't. I just end up bumping into him all the time.  "What's happened?" I mumbled, sitting beside him on the wall. He didn't answer, he just stared straight ahead of him. "Has it got round yet that you killed McCann? Or is that something that's been kept out of the rumours?" I wondered aloud, hoping he'll hear me. "All they know is you got taken from me, and escaped yourself.. What do you want anyway?" He hissed, causing me to jump at his sudden nastiness.

"Zayn I.." I didn't know what to say.. What was there to say? "My life is more dangerous than you think Yashita... My mum she...She's moving away, leaving me in that house alone because she can't take it any more! Everyone I ever love is leaving me!" He snapped, jumping off the wall before running his hands through his hair in frustration. "Everyone who has ever got close to me, has left. Shannon? She died because of me, because I took her away from Harry and that McCann, McCann got her!" He raised his voice, swinging his arms everywhere. My heart was pounding out of my chest as I watched him break in front of me. "I'm not having the same happen to you Ash... I.. I love you too much.." He whispered, making my heart flutter. He looked up at me, making his way towards me. He wrapped his arms around my waist, lifting me up as I chucked my legs around his torso. He pushed me against the wall, causing me to gasp. His lips hovered over mine. "I don't wanna stay away.. Please.." I pleaded, looking into his eyes. They didn't sparkle any more. They were dull, almost like they were dying. "I need to stay away.." He whispered, closing the gap between our lips. It was passionate, loving. Needy. Like we were hungry for each other, which meant it will be harder to let go. I pulled back, causing him to groan in frustration. "You need to stay away right? So why are you making this harder?" I cried, tears rushing down my face as reality hit me once more. 

"I want someone to fight for me.." He whispered, removing his hands from my waist. He shook his head, chuckling coldly. "I need to stay away.." He mumbled, kissing me hard one last time, before turning on his heels, making his way towards the school gate. I wanted to run after him, I really did but, I knew this was for the best. "I was never ready for you to leave.."I whispered to myself, hearing the doors slam open. I looked up, seeing Justin and Niall storm outside. "Where is he?" Justin growled, rushing towards me. His face softened when he saw the tears streaming down my face. "He left didn't he?" He whispered, pulling me into his chest. Its weird, being hugged by Justin. He just doesn't seem like the emotional guy. "He's just looking out for you, he wouldn't do it if he didn't care.."He whispered, pulling away from me. He wiped the tears away, planting a soft kiss on my cheek before turning to Niall. "We need to find him.." Justin mumbled, causing my heart to race. What if Zayn does something stupid? "Where are you going?" I chocked, watching Niall stop dead in his tracks. "To find Zayn.. We'll text if anything happens.." And with that they ran off.  I grabbed my bag, making my way to my last lesson. I walked through the door, seeing everyone look my way. I rolled my eyes, ignoring my friends who saved a seat for me, deciding I wanted to be alone for once I sat at the back of the class. 

I placed my book on the table looking up to see everyone was still staring at me. "Do you want a fucking picture or something? Jeez. I;m not a Zoo animal.." I hissed, causing everyone to snap back to what they were doing. I was in no mood to talk to anyone right now, not even Jess. As I started to copy the notes off the board, my phone vibrated in my pocket, indicating I have a message.

2 new messages:

Zayn:

I'm sorry....x

Harry:

Just calm down okay? Everything will sort itself out..x 

I rolled my eyes, turning my phone off before stuffing it back into my pocket. As the bell rang I collected my things pretty fast, racing through the hallways to get back home. As I walked up the drive way, I noticed Zayn's window was wide open, frowning slightly I walked inside. "Ash? Tricia is here!" Tricia? Patricia? I dropped my bags, running into the living room to see Patricia sitting there, head in her hands as tears ran down her face. "What's going on?" I mumbled, sitting beside Tricia. She hugged me tightly, causing my heart to ache. I knew Zayn had done something. "Tricia has to stay here for a while, until everything is sorted.." Mum explained, as she walked into the kitchen. "You know what's going on.. Which is why I need to stay here secretly... I just told Zayn I moved out because I needed time.." Tricia mumbled, stroking my back. "I want to help him.. I really do but he pushes me away.." I sighed, running my hands through my hair. She shook her head, chuckling slightly. "Wanna get him? I'd start hanging around with the enemy.." She smiled, kissing my cheek before making her way into the kitchen with mum. I frowned, thinking back to what she said. That means I have to hang around with Harry, but I can't play Harry like that can I? Maybe if I spoke to him, he might understand right?-------------------------------

"Harry!" I shouted, rushing through the hallways. He turned to face me, a confused smile playing on his lips. "I need your help.."I whispered, pushing him into an empty room. "At least take me out for dinner first.." He smirked, causing me to roll my eyes. "Its about Zayn.." I mumbled, watching his face drop as his name rolled off my lips. "What about him?" He hissed, his fists clenched so hard his knuckles went white. "I want to help him... Please Harry?" I pleaded, watching him sigh as he ran his fingers through his hair. "Fine, tell me what to do.."

~~~~~~~ Sorry I haven't posted in aggeessss just been reallly really busy..<3 Hope this was okay :)