He's Too Dangerous-Zayn Malik

Chapter Eighteen- "Mr Malik would you mind if we come in?"

Yashita's P.O.V

My eyes flung open as my breathing quickened. I looked around, seeing I was in the new warehouse. I sighed deeply, wiping the sweat off my forehead as I tried to get the images of the nightmare out of my mind. I killed someone. I actually put a gun to someone's head. Now if I told myself I would do that a year ago I would of laughed. But I did it to protect Zayn right? That's why I did it. I didn't do it to be selfish, to harm anyone else. I did it to save someone's life. Zayn's life. "Ash go back to sleep.." Zayn snapped from beside me, making me roll my eyes. I chucked my legs over the side of the bed, pushing myself off before heading downstairs. I opened the living room door, seeing Harry sat on the sofa with the TV on. It was no surprise he was awake really, he's always been a night hawk. "Can't sleep Princess?" He whispered, patting the space beside him. I jumped on the sofa, snuggling into his side, trying my best to get warm. "I had a bad dream.." I mumbled, thinking back to the horrific scenes of the poor man lying there, and Zayn's shooken up body beside it. "About what?" Harry murmured, sliding his fingers through my hair softly. "About what I did.." I whispered, tears falling from my eyes slowly. Harry stopped his actions, lifting up my head so I was facing him instead. "You did what you had to do. I could see it took a lot to do it.. Trust me it'll be okay.." He smiled, kissing the top of my head gently. How is any of this going to be okay? I just, I shot someone. How is that remotely okay? I took someone's life, someone's family. I crushed someone's dreams, hopes, life. It will never, and I mean never, be okay.

"Harry I killed someone. It may be an everyday thing to you.. But to me? I took someone's life away, I've crushed someone's family, someone's future of making everything right.. How is that going to get better?" I exclaimed, a little too loudly for anyone's liking. The door flew open, and soon everyone was sat in the living room, all staring at me. "Ash this guy wasn't innocent.. He had no family, nothing... He's killed so many innocent people.." Liam mumbled, nodding towards the other guys. Katheryn was cuddled into Justin, while Tuka was sat eating something with Niall, Jess was sitting with Liam, and Rylie was half asleep with Louis. "Ash, you did us all a big favour if I'm honest.." Justin shrugged, running his fingers through Katheryn's hair as she closed her eyes. I sighed, shaking my head. "That doesn't stop the nightmares, the constant images of a dead body in front of me!" I screamed, Zayn's arms wrapping around me as I struggled against him. Jess kneeled in front of me, grabbing my face as she spoke. But I couldn't hear anything, everything was blocked out as a gun shot filled my ears. It was like something was trying to stop me from breathing, from seeing, or hearing.  I screamed, falling to my knees as my body shook violently. I covered my ears, trying to stop the sound but it wasn't working, nothing was working. "Ash look at me!" Zayn's voice roared, snapping me out of whatever that was. I looked up at him with my watery eyes, my body tembling as I shuffled over to him. He wrapped his arms around me, kissing the top of my head as he rocked me slowly. "Its okay baby, its okay.." I looked over at everyone else, who was as shocked yet as confused as I was as to what happened. "I think you need to go to bed..."

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Zayn's P.O.V

I watched as Ash struggled in her sleep, sweat dripping from her head as she turned over. I shook her body gently, watching her jump before falling back into a deep sleep. It was about 7 in the morning, and hardly any of us have managed to get any sleep. We're all worried about Ash, God knows what is going through her head right now, but I can imagine what it was like. I hate seeing her like this, I hate the fact that I'm the reason she ended up like this. So broken, alone. She was just a normal girl, trying her best to fit in and I took everything away from her, everything. She never wanted this, she never wanted this life. Having to walk around with at least one person from the gang, just in case anything goes wrong. She didn't want that. She wanted to be free, get on with school and have a career. She wanted to live her life properly, safely. This wasn't something she chose, this wasn't an option she could just drop. It was life. I dragged her into this mess, and I intend on trying to get her out of it. One way or another she'll be free, whether it be with or without me. I want her to smile again, I want her to be able to walk down the streets without having to think about who's going to kidnap her or not. She needs a proper life. She had no other choice but to shoot Chase, I know that but she shouldn't of been the one to do it, Harry should of done it, or one of the other guys. Not her. The last thing I wanted was for her to end up in my mess, killing and beating people just to makea living. I need to give her what she needs.

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"Why, I want to go out.." Rylie whined at Louis for the tenth time this morning. She wanted to go out, get some fresh air, if I was honest? I would of let her, so people don't think nothing dodgy is going on. "Louis just go with her please!" I pleaded, pushing both of them towards the door. They rolled they eyes jokingly, slamming the door behind them. I walked into the living room, seeing Jess, Liam and Harry sat on the sofa, while Katheryn and Justin were doing God knows what upstairs. "Hey.." I mumbled to Ash, sitting beside her gently. She instantly snuggled into my side, wrapping her arms around my waist. "Niall and Tuka have gone out, so it's just us guys.." She whispered, tightening her grip. I ran my fingers down her back, sending shivers down her spine. "Let me take you out later?" I murmured, watching as her face lit up slightly. "I'd like that..." She smiled, kissing my lips softly. "I love you.." I whispered, looking into her eyes. She smiled widely, kissing me one last time. "I love you too.." I was about to kiss her, just once more, but the doorbell interrupted us all. I frowned at Harry, watching him shrug as I walked over. I opened the door, seeing to police officers at the door, notepad in hand while they smiled. "Mr Malik, would you mind if we come in?"  

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