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Sin (3)

I am confused.

I am a girl.
A living
Breathing
Christian
Girl.
So why do I love another girl so much?

Isn't that a sin?
I'm not so sure anymore

My youth was filled with misconceptions
Of the entire world.
I was distanced away from things that were "wrong".
Keeping my innocence
Trapped and locked away in a box,
With the key hidden,
Over on far-away mountains,
In the bottoms of oceans,
Even on the tops of clouds.
I was in a bubble,
A bubble
That at the time
I didn't realize was
Suffocating me.
But I think this girl
Is the key to opening me up into the world.

I was told that life was scary,
And it was filled with horrible people.
And it was filled with sin.

Am I a sin?

I was told that God loves everyone.
So why not me?
Just because I love a girl,
Doesn't mean I am any less of a human being.

And who wouldn't love the girl
That has a glowing aura surrounding her?
Who wouldn't love the girl
That bites her lip when she's thinking too hard?
Who wouldn't love the girl
Who's hair lightly blows in the wind,
Creating beautiful layers?

My thoughts are taking over.
I'm drowning without any water.
My head aches,
Like it was hit by one thousand storms.
It hurts.
It really hurts.

Love isn't wrong.
It's like spring flowers,
Sunny days,
Laughing children.

I think I love her.                                                                                         

And it definitely isn't a sin.