Chapter 10: Our Foolish Dream

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"MIKASA NO!!!!" I screeched this at the top of my lung hoping that what I was witnessing in front of my eyes was just a sick joke that was casted upon me. Maybe I was dreaming, yeah that's it! I never felt any compassion. Not for anyone! Not even my own flesh and blood! This wasn't happening! I'm just having 'that one bad day'. I'm being too serious! Why so serious? This is a joke! Giant naked humanoids aren't physically possible, these little brats are just mere personas in my head, and me going off of no human flesh for the past few years is ludicrous, bizarre, this whole situation is ludicrous and bizarre! 

But yet again my eyes deceived me. The beloved child that I have watched grow up before my eyes escaped within an inch of her life. She was a lucky little girl. Lucky indeed.  And although slamming up against the wall clearly in pain and with a scar that would last a life time she still had the gull to show perseverance in such a time of despair. As 'Eren' went to strike her again Mikasa swiftly moved out of the way and maneuvered toward his face. While our superiors were screaming at her to stand down she wouldn't. This 'love' and 'adoration' for her 'brother' was getting out of hand. Someone needed to snap her out of it or else she would be killed. (You'd think after a near death situation you would have the common sense to stand down. But not her. ) "EREN! I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE SOMEWHERE! I KNOW YOU RECOGNIZE ME! THAT'S RIGHT COME ON! SNAP THE HELL OUT OF IT!" "MIKASA COME ON LEAVE HIM BE! HE MAY BE GONE BUT I'M NOT GOING TO LOOSE YOU TO! STOP BEING A HERO AND GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE YOU CAN'T SAVE EVERYONE, YOU CAN'T SAVE HIM!" 

Eren tried again ,but with much more brute force, persistently trying to swat Mikasa away although she was nothing but a mere bug. But yet again to her advantage she escaped within a nick of time being able to escape his wrath. He then collapsed with a loud thud. In just the matter of a mere day he riled up the hopes of others crushed those hopes, butchered his 'hand', and disfigured his 'face'. Damn this little pest did more in his his short life than I did in mine. Isn't that fucking ironic!  

As we all looked onwards in shock our plans needed to change and we realized it was everyone for themselves. A fight busted out between all of us as we then decided to go on a  still put all our faith into this creature. This was a bloody war. Even worse than the one back in Tokyo. Why ,why are they still fighting over this! This is bullshit! The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. So why are they so persistent if they already know the results! So as the others went away to fight Mikasa and I were left in charge of Eren to try and 'revive' him.

We sliced and diced all around us leaving a grotesque yet beautiful canvas around us just in order to save him. As we tried to hold them off and as we tried to make progress we made none. It was only until Boy Wonder showed up and helped us with the rebirth of Eren Jaeger. As we tried to persuade Armin to go away and get to safety he only stood his ground to try and defend the defenseless Jaeger. " ARMIN LEAVE NOW! THIS ISN'T A REQUEST IT IS AN ORDER NOW LEAVE NOW! YOU SHOULDN'T END UP AS A POINTLESS DEATH LIKE THE OTHERS!" My stupidity took over my rationality again! Damnit! What the hell was I doing why am I trying to protect him of all people! 

Suddenly the normally shy , well spoken, and intelligent, blonde child that never even considered to do something based off of emotion did something solely based of emotion. But yet here he was standing tall and brash, erect and motionless, proud and disdainful, undefeated and inscrutable until the very end. He had the eyes of a man who was ready to challenge the world just like me. Then drawing his sword while standing firm and tall he took a stance and the lodged the sword deep into the nape of his 'neck'. Waking Eren up disturbing him from his sleep he swiftly emerged and immediately went into a heated rage. While he was no longer fighting us he was fighting with us.

With one big strive he went forward. We all went forward. Him carrying the boulder and slowly yet forcefully he was making humanity's dim dream a reality. And as stupid as it's going to sound  I was starting to believe in it to. I was never on the good side of the war or of humanity to say the least, but now I able to say 'I fight like a soldier for the good of humanity'.  Yes! Our hope of a brighter future might become a reality! But wait what the hell am I saying?

'People don't want to hear the truth because they don't want their illusions destroyed.'

-The Joker

A/N - Hey guys I just wanted to let you know I just started up school and I'm in honors so please don't push me that hard!

Next I have accounts on both Wattpad and Quotev but I update this story earlier and more often on Wattpad.

Next I've been binging on DC comics stuff and The Joker is life so don't be surprised if you see a lot of references from The Dark Knight , The Killing Joke, or anything else.

Next I'm thinking of making a Black Butler story later on. What would you think?

And finally please comment because I want you guys to comment more so I know who to pair Akira up with!

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