Okay so I get a lot of compliments on my hair such as "wow your hair is so pretty hahahahhehhebrbahehja"
But it's really annoying
I shed so much it's not even funny
Like what the hell
Okay so you have my long hair:
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But then you have short hair.
And I really want short hair.
Like sometimes I just want to fucking cut off my hair like "bye bitch"
But I know as soon as I ask my mom if I can she'll be like "are you a lesbian? Are you trans? Is this your coming out?"
Like STOP PRESSURING ME DAMN ITTTT
I think she can sense the gay in me
If I ever get a girlfriend, I'm gonna just casually tell my mom and watch her reaction. (She'll probably be like "I knew it haha I told you so.")
But I just want short hair
I think it's really pretty and I like it
I've tried asking her but I choke up every time and my heart beats really fast and I can't speak and I just sit there disappointed in myself because I couldn't say "mom, can I get my hair cut?" It's only seven words but it's hard to say
And not even to mention how scared I am about being judged at school
I know that no one will probably care but ughjshdjjejwjsjssi