rant book: midnight

my childhood

Okay so

I'm wondering

If I had a glow up

If you don't know what that is

It's basically I look a hell of a lot better than I did as a child

I already regret showing you these

ew

kms

ugh

So... as you can see...
I was a very... um... awkward child...

And this is me now

DOG PAWS

I don't really like this picture of myself but oh well

this is me being a fuckboy

Throwback to when Local_emo and did fuckboy poses (I picked that one) and she looked so hot, I literally did a flip/roll thing on my bed and hit my head on the wall.

Now when I was a youngling, my views on life were VERY different from what they are now.

I believed that:
Women should be younger than men in a relationship.

Girls should wear dresses and skirts and be girly.

And that girls should have long hair (HaAhHa)

I thought I was the straightest person ever (OH BOY WAS I WRONG)

People should want to have tons of kids and get married and live happily ever after!!

obviously, my views have changed a SHIT ton

Fuck gender roles.

And obviously, I'm not straight.

Like...

Have you SEEN girls??

LIKE REALLY LOOK AT THEM??

THEY'RE SO FUCKING NICE AND PRETTY AND UGH

I'm a lot gayer than I realized lmao

like sure guys are nice and whatever.

I've dated a guy (he's all I fucking talk about in my first rant book cringe) He was great. I don't regret it.

But right now, Local_emo is my serious crush atm like damn

And the dress thing??

I dress more androgynous as the days go by.

I'm actually wearing a dress right now though hAha (IT'S FOR PAJAMAS)

And the hair thing is pretty self explanatory

But yeah

Woo childhood... yay?