Never Meant It - h.g

9

Hayley // Pistol

"Wake up baby," a whisper rang up against my ear. My spine was filled with shivers & my body was aching. I gripped my thighs tightly as I slowly remembered the events of last night.

Benz tried to kill me & we had sex. I got from the bed & immediately bent my knees.

"Why can't I walk?" I asked in panic.

"You have the sex walk babe," he winked. I groaned & put my hands on my head.

"I can't believe I did this," I looked up at the ceiling.

"But admit it. It was great," he smirked & gently pulled my arm, forcing me to fall back on top of him. I tried to get off of him but he wrapped his arms around me tightly.

"I'm not a bad guy Hayley," he gently stroked my cheek.

"How can I trust you Jack?" I whispered.

"You can trust me. I really think you're beautiful & I know I have a hard time expressing it but really the only reason why I say those stuff to annoy you is because I just can't put into words how beautiful you are," he whispered sympathetically.

I was blown away. I never knew Benz could be this tranquil, this settled.

"You're not all bad. If you were like this in the first place maybe it would've worked out," I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"It was just the guys. They're certain rules here," he went quiet, "but I'm wanna try us," he smiled & I had to admit, it was enchanting.

He pressed his soft lips against mine & kissed me softly. His hands began to travel to my lower back as he gripped me tighter. I pulled away & smiled.

"But you're up for a dangerous game Benz," I smirked & got off of him.

"Is that a challenge Pistol?" he smirked back.

"I don't know you tell me," I slipped into nothing but his hoodie & walked out the room. I was about to reach the bathroom when I bumped into Harum.

"Oh hey," I smiled at him.

"Hey how was last night?" he asked avoiding eye contact with me.

"It was alright. I can't walk but apparently that's normal so yeah," I shrugged & giggled. I felt very light.

"Good for you guys," Harum shoved pass me & headed for the kitchen.

Something told me he was angry, angry at what Benz & I did last night.

I walked into the bathroom to get ready for the day.

Harum // Hayes

I sat down at the master's table & ate my breakfast speedily.

"Aye boss you alright? You never eat this fast," Badger hinted as he sat down next to me.

Badger was basically my second man in command. I trusted him more than anyone because I knew him even before I ran away.

"It's just," I sighed & looked down.

"Benz & Pistol?" he lowered his voice.

"What makes you think that?" I asked coyly.

"Well I see you care about Pistol a lot. Plus you never liked Benz with a girl. He always loses focus whenever a girl come up in here," he enlightened me.

"True," I stopped, "I just don't want her with him!" I yelled & stabbed my fork into the table. The whole room stopped & looked at me.

"What the fuck do you want!" I yelled at my brothers. They all stared on in fear & confusion.

"Harum," Badger uttered beside me.

"What?" I asked in anger.

"Go. I'll handle today. Just go & come back before you do something again," he negotiated with me. I closed my eyes & gripped my fists.

I didn't wanna do what I did last time. He still hasn't forgiven me for it.

I took my shot rifle mounted on the wall & headed for the door. I walked out the cabin, gripping the shot rifle in my hand & I dropped it.

I decided to leave it there, because where I was going I wanted peace, not war.