Never Meant It - h.g

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Harum // Hayes

"You're such a dick you know that right?" I asked as I gave Benz a scowl.

"Well Harum I'm sorry. I got bored, who needs her?" he rolled his eyes & shrugged.

"Nah bro, that ain't cool. She was one of a kind. Just because you can't keep your dick in your pants don't be hating on probably one of the best members this gang has ever had," Stooge defended & all the guys agreed.

"So what we gonna do? She's been gone for almost a week now. You think she's gonna come back?" Baby face asked.

"Well I don't know man. I mean she is a grown girl who knows her stuff, maybe she doesn't need us," Benz shrugged as he drank his beer.

"Well I'm gonna go find her," I stood up & threw my empty can into the fire.

"Dude. That's gonna be a challenge. I mean she could be anywhere. I mean anywhere," Badger said.

"I don't care. She's basically a Karni now. She even ran away. & we all said no man, & now woman, is left behind," I walked over to my bike.

"It's useless dude. What's the point?" Benz asked.

"To go get something that got away from me. That's what," I got on my bike & started it.

"Woah man you've never talked like this. Do you actually like Pistol?" Meechie asked.

"Look guys. She means a lot to me. I really care about her & I don't know my emotions towards her. But when I do find her, I'll be certain then. I'm going to get her back because we need her. I need her," I gripped the handle bars of my bike & looked down.

"Go," Benz said, "go get her & treat her better than I did," he stood up & poured out the rest of the beer & the rest followed with him.

"Thanks guys," I smiled & rode out into the woods.

There was something about Hayley. There had always been something about her. & I knew I was letting go of a good thing. So I wanted to get her before I would regret it for the rest of my life. Because if I didn't, she would be my first regret I've had in this lifetime.