Never Meant It - h.g

14

Hayley // Pistol

"It's time baby," Benz kissed my neck softly.

"No," I held him tighter.

"Babe c'mon. I just made amends with Harum. I don't wanna start again," he groaned.

"Okay fine," I sulked & got out of bed to get changed. We both left the room & headed to the campfire just in time.

"Here brothers we unite as one," Harum said calmly as he stared into the fire. The rest stared with them as silence flooded the area.

It was weird because they're just always making a racket. My mind started to run. Run wildly as the silence seeped into my ears.

Maybe it's about time

But wouldn't they kill me for lying?

But you just can't live this lie anymore

Agh

My thoughts were interrupted by a whoop sound.

"Badger. Joints," Harum ordered,

"Baby face. Booze," he made another order & the two were off.

"So Stooge I heard you got with Dilemma," Meechie smirked.

"Yeah man it was hot. She was hot. I just wanna spank that ass again," he bit his lip & made a sexual gesture. The rest of the boys whooped & cheered.

Badger came back with the joints & passed them around while Baby face opened cases of beer & passed them around. I knew this much intake of weed & alcohol wasn't good for my health but it made me live.

I waited for the lighter to get passed around as I drank out of my can graciously.

"I really wanna get a piece of Cougar," Cube held his fist & closed his eyes, "she's one hot piece of Latina."

"Ah dude you'll never get her!" Stooge chuckled hysterically.

"Just you wait man," Cube hissed.

"Bounce can bounce on my dick any time yo," Badger said soundly & everyone cheered, including me. Badger wasn't the type of guy to say anything like that at all & that really surprised me.

The night drifted away from us. The trees started to move & the voices started to sound heavy. It was a great feeling.

"Aye boys," I stood up on my stump drunkly & laughed.

"What's up babe?" Benz asked as he was fidgeting on his stump.

"I wasn't kidnapped you know that guys," I blurted out.

"Seriously? What happened then?" Stooge asked fascinated. I made myself level headed enough to say this.

"I killed my boyfriend & I didn't wanna get caught so I made a break for it. Pretty hard core I know," I chuckled proudly. The boys looked at me with eyes of aw.

"Seriously?" Cube asked.

"Yeah," I nodded & closed my eyes, "I'm surprised they haven't found me."

"But like how did you pull it off?" Harum asked.

"I disguised my handwriting & wrote a ransom note saying that they'll never find me or whatever. It was so long ago, I've been here for like month now," I shrugged & took a sip from my can.

"Damn Hayley. How'd you do it?" Meechie asked.

"I shot him," I admitted freely.

"Why?" Baby face asked.

"We had an argument. It was the same thing we'd always fight about. The future. I just got so mad, I took my dad's caliber from underneath the cabinet & shot him twice. I feel terrible for what I did. I wish I could take it back but then I thought, there must have been someone he wronged or something he did & I was basically giving that person he wronged justice," the last word dragged on as I looked across at Harum & gave him a subtle grin.

"Damn that's something alright. So you basically knew how to work guns before you came here?" Harum asked.

"Yeah. My dad trained me when I was like twelve," I chuckled & smoked. I took a big chug of my beer & crushed the can.

"How'd you find us?" Badger asked.

"I just remember running with my bag & then something bit me or hit me or something & I guess I passed out right in this very spot," I shrugged & fell backwards onto the floor. The world started to become dark.

"Hayley," I heard a few voices call me.

My eyes began to drape. I heard noises around me & I saw red lights. Before I could capture what was happening around me, I was already out like a light.