Never Meant It - h.g

7

Hayley // Pistol

My eyes flew open to a silent cabin. I was astounded. I got up from my bed & put on my hoodie & flops & headed to the door quietly.

Maybe this was a set up. Maybe they were planning to murder me. All this paranoia clustering in my mind.

I set my hands the cold doorknob & opened the door slightly, expecting the worse.

"Hey Pistol," Stooge greeted me. All the boys were sitting on the porch in bunches, watching the sunset, or what they could see of it because it was clouded by tree branches.

"Hey guys what's going on?" I asked.

"After we finish a mission, we like to sit on the porch together the next morning to reflect as a brotherhood," Badger explained.

I was surprised. Not just by the ritual but by the fact that Badger actually speaks! He hasn't spoken since the night of introduction.

"Can I join?" I asked.

"You are a Karni aren't you?" Baby face asked. Meechie raised up his hand as Baby face grabbed it.

"Rebellion. Good boy," Harum nodded. I sat in the centre of all of them. But very close to Harum.

"So what do you guys usually talk about?" I asked in wonder.

"We don't talk usually. We just watch," Stooge shrugged & slid down his beanbag like a slug. It was a very lazy morning.

"Anybody got a blunt?" Meechie asked. Badger shook his pocket & pulled out a joint. He lit it up & took the first huff. The joint was being passed around spontaneously. Then it came to me.

"I've never tried before. I've only vaped," I held the joint in my hands nervously as my fingers fumbled with it.

"Ah c'mon don't be a pussy," Meechie nagged.

"Yeah I'll eat yours later," Benz commented & that basically drove the boys mad. They were hooting & cheering & doing all sorts of things that made me burst out laughing. It was just that stupid.

I took in one long huff & puffed it out slowly.

"Shit that feels amazing," I smiled as the smoke came out my nose.

"Yeah pretty fucking great," Baby face said & looked up at the sky.

"Hey guys wanna see a trick?" I asked anticipated.

"Blow us away," Stooge smiled.

"& blow me later babe," Benz commented again, sending the boys into yet another freak out frenzy.

I just rolled my eyes & took a large huff. I rearranged my tongue so I could do my trick. I formed a small hole with my life & puffed circles. The guys were amazed.

"I didn't know girls knew those types of things," Baby face gawked.

"Yeah. I'm not like most girls you guys, I've never been," I chuckled.

"What else your mouth do?" Benz asked with a smirk on his face.

"Eat," I spat out.

"That it baby girl?" Cube asked.

"Well," I looked up & sighed, "I can't believe I'm telling you this but it's a really funny story," I chuckled shaking my head slowly & closing my eyes, "when I was sixteen I gave three Seniors head. Now I'm not proud of it but I got three hundred bucks because each one were bets so," I shrugged with a little chuckled. The boys were blown away.

"What a bombshell Pistol," Stooge chuckled.

"Yeah. A really big one," Harum agreed.

"Yeah. That's my dick she'll be sucking later on boys," Benz chimed & the whole group laughed.

"Oh but Benz, your dick is presumably so big because half of it is your personality," I added a sarcastic smile to my remark.

The whole group went crazy. They were practically killing themselves with laughter. I felt very proud of myself.

"Okay boys, okay," Harum settled them down, "tomorrow's the night," he announced & all the guys started to clap in sync. I honestly thought it was some type of murder ritual.

"What's tomorrow night?" I asked coyly.

"Confessions night," Harum answered with a smirk.

"Elaborate," I anticipated.

"Damn what big words. Well, it's a night once every month where we sit around a campfire late at night, get drunk & tell our deepest darkest secrets. It's interesting. We've doing this for a year now. Basically when Baby face came," Harum explained.

"Damn that sounds fun," I smiled.

"Yeah so we'll get to know about you," Benz grabbed a strand of my hair from behind. I took my pistol & pressed it against his hands.

"You wanna try again Benzie boy?" I asked with cold dead eyes.

"Feisty babe," he smirked & chuckled.

"Agh," I stood up & headed to the yard.

"Where the hell do you think you're going?" Harum asked.

"Shooting boss. I'll be back when Benz stops being a dick," I smiled sarcastically & trailed off into the woods.