Never Meant It - h.g

18

Hayley // Pistol

"Get up. Get up," Benz whispered. I twitched my eyes & got up.

"Why?" I groaned.

"Harum has got some big news apparently," Benz explained & pulled a hoodie over my head.

"I'm already wearing a shirt," I said with my eyes closed.

"No you're not Hayley," he chuckled, "you're not even wearing a bra & you were about to go out naked. Meanwhile that's my own private viewing."

"I'm just so tired. I'm sorry. Thanks Jack," I smiled & kissed him softly. I stood up & we left the cabin together & he sat on the porch, pulling me onto his lap.

"Another day, another loving," Baby face rolled his eyes.

"I think it's cute yo," Meechie looked at us.

"What the fuck did you just say?" Baby face asked.

"You heard me boy," Meechie flicked a stone in his face causing me to laugh.

"Keep laughing. It's a good feeling on here," Benz smirked & that caused me to laugh even more.

"Morning boys," Harum smiled at us, "morning Hayley."

"Pistol," I corrected.

"Ah, yes. Well I'm glad to see everyone is here," he just couldn't stop smiling.

"What the fuck is going on?" Badger asked. I was worried.

Harum never smiled this much. & I mean never. This is gonna be big.

"I have an announcement gang," he declared.

"Gang?" I whispered to Benz & he just shrugged.

"Mistresses in Black are spending the week with us. Here," he smiled & kicked a stone.

"Space? Food? How are we gonna bro out bro?" Baby face freaked.

"We'll figure it out. But the reason why this is happening is because we need to build a truce with them so if we ever get in shit, they can break us out," he explained.

"Dude," Benz gawked.

"I mean we like them & all & think they're hot as shit but there's a reason we're separated," Stooge explained.

"It'll be fun guys I promise," Harum nodded.

"Dude. Did you hit the blunt? What's with all the smiling & encouragement?" Badger asked.

"C'mon guys, it's just such a great thing. Here they come now," Harum signaled & turned to the cars driving in from the side.

Out climbed all of them. Juicy. Bounce. Dilemma. Cougar. Blade.

"Welcome ladies," Harum greeted them all.

"Harum!" Juicy yelled & gave him a big hug. They were always like that.

"Good to have you here Juicy," he smiled. He greeted Dilemma who went & sat on Stooge's lap right away. He also greeted Bounce who didn't say much. No wonder Badger's into her. He greeted Blade who was awfully cheerful. Made me barf in my mouth.

"Hey babe," he smiled at Cougar & gave her a kiss.

"What?" I thought.

"Oh yeah. Cougar & I have been together for a while now. We thought of this all by ourselves," he chimed & all the boys started cheering.

I didn't know how I felt about them together. I mean I shouldn't care anyways because I'm with Benz & he treats me right. But something inside of me boiled when he kissed her. I picked up the rifle underneath the floorboard & stood up.

"Pistol," Harum called.

"What?" I answered.

"Where you going?" he asked.

"Shooting boss," I uttered & stomped away into the woods. I steadied myself & my aim & made a couple of shots on a tree.

"Why," I made one shot,

"Would," I made another shot,

"He," another one,

"Do," another one,

"This," another,

"To," another,

"Me!" I made my last shot & dropped my rifle.

I looked up at the tree tops & screamed. I screamed as though my soul was on fire. I grabbed the ends of my hair & heaved as I got onto my knees & screamed. I was a mess. I didn't know what was happening. I came back to enjoy my life not to go insane.

"Pistol," I heard a whisper. I turned around to see Cube. He looked sad too.

"You're mad because Harum is with Cougar?" he asked. I just nodded & put my head in my hands as I sunk lower to the ground.

"You too?" I mumbled through my hands. I just heard him drop to the floor too.

"I really like her. I can't believe he did this. I had been working on Cougar forever. For him to take her away from me. I just feel so," he punched the floor & his knuckles began to bleed.

"I'm sorry. I'm hurt too. I mean I don't know why because I'm with Benz. I don't even like Harum," I sighed.

"Well I think you do. I also think he likes you too," he shrugged & held his fist.

"What," I gawked.

"Could I?" I thought.

"I see the way you two are. I saw it from the beginning but maybe I'm wrong. He's with Cougar now," he held his bleeding fist tighter.

"Oh my gosh let me help you," I ripped a little bit of my shirt & wrapped it around his fist.

"Thank you," he smiled achingly & we both got up.

"What's the excuse?" I asked.

"I was trying to get some wood & it scratched me because it was dry," he nodded.

"Good boy," I smiled & walked back with him as I gripped my rifle tight.

My thoughts were loud. What if I actually did like Harum? But that doesn't matter. He's with Cougar now & there's nothing I can do about it...