A daughters love (Andrew Lincoln fanfic)

Thirty seven

I sat in the hospital corridor with two police officers as looked at my blood soaked clothes and blood stained hands, as tears fell from my eyes down my cheeks, I was on my own waiting for news on my brothers condition.

What I really wanted was a cuddle from my daughter and Andrew, the police called Andy informing him on what had happened and they told me he was on his way back which I felt awful about as I felt it was my fault his fans was being let down.

"Riley" I heard, I quickly recognised the British accent and I looked up the corridor seeing Andy standing there looking rather distressed.

The police officer stood up "it's okay, his my fiancé" I said standing up feeling shaky I felt as though my legs was going to give way at any second.

Andrew starts making his way up the corridor and I met him half way and I fell into his arms sobbing "I knew I shouldn't of left, I'm sorry" he said holding me tightly.

I wanted to say it's not his fault but I couldn't find the words all I could do was cry into him, after standing there for a few minutes crying Andy and I took a seat in the corridor.

"Norman wanted to be here but he couldn't leave the con as well" Andrew informed me.

"No, there would be a riot" I said resting my head on Andrews shoulder "it's bad enough that you had to leave, I feel awful for dragging you away from your fans"

"This isn't your fault" Andrew reminded me "what has your mom said? Is her and Ella in there way home?"

"Oh lord" I said sitting up "shit I've forgot to tell her, her son could be dying or even dead and I've not rung her" I said worriedly

"I will do it" Andrew said pulling out his phone.

"Thank you" I said softly Andrew leaned over kissing my head walking slightly up the corridor ringing my mom informing her that Sawyer had been stabbed.

A few minutes later Andrew walked back "my brother is getting her and Ella on the next available flight"

"Is Ella alright?" I asked him as Andy sat back down.

"Yeah missing us but she's good" Andy said putting his arm around me

We sat in silence and I kept staring at my clothes seeing Sawyers blood all over me.

"I can't imagine life without him you know, his always been there for me" I said swallowing hard.

"I know and I want to tell you his gonna be fine, but I don't know if he will" Andrew said honestly

Just then a doctor approached us and we both stood up "the Lincolns?" He asked us getting a 'yes' from Andrew the doctor opens a door to a room gesturing us to go inside. I looked around the room seeing that the room consisted of two couches and a rather uncomfortable looking chair.

"Sawyer is out of surgery" he said looking at us both, I looked at him feeling a but coming which wasn't going to be good. "Sawyer is on life support"

"What no" I said shaking my head at the doctor

"Sawyer had several cardiac arrests in surgery, his vital organs was shutting down, his on life support to see if his body will take over again"

"And if it don't?" I questioned the doctor

"Well there's only to options then" the doctor informed me, I looked at him waiting for him to carrying on "you leave him on life support or"

"Or what?" I asked though the doctor had pretty much made it clear to us the outcome but I needed to hear it from the doctor.

"Well you turn the machine off and let him go" the doctor explained to me I stood there feeling like someone had ripped my heart out from my chest and I felt Andrews arm go around my shoulder "a nurse will be in soon to take you to him" the doctor informed us "nice meeting you both just wish it was on better circumstances" he said shaking Andrews hand then mine.

I found myself walking to the couch I felt as though I was on some crazy trip as I felt the room spinning and my head was fuzzy my heart started racing fast as I sat there taking in the news of sawyer, I could lose my brother.