A daughters love (Andrew Lincoln fanfic)

Eleven

It's the weekend and I have the weekend off work and funnily enough so does Andy.
Ella is out back playing in the pool while I'm relaxing reading when my phone rings it was Andrew I answer it and he said that he was going to be at mine in ten minutes.

I put my phone down carrying on reading for a few minutes not telling Ella that her dad was coming round I wanted it to be a surprise for her.

Not long later Andrew appears walking around the back causing Ella to shout with excitement.
I watch a wet Ella jump into Andrews arms clinging on to him for dear life.

A few hours pass and I bath Ella getting her in bed leaving Andrew reading her a story, I stand in my bedroom folding laundry when in walks Andrew
"Here" he said opening his wallet dropping a massive wad of cash down in front of me on Ella's clothes

"What's this?" I asked staring at it

"Money for Ella and you" he said I pick it up looking at it in disbelief

"Your joking right? Why the hell do I want this?" I asked him

"I'm helping you out supporting Ella, I thought you would want that" he replied

"You think coming here for a few hours throwing me this cash is supporting Ella!" I snapped throwing the money at him angrily

Andy walks over closing the bedroom door so I didn't disturb Ella as he knew I was annoyed
"We don't need your money'" I told him "Ella don't need you popping in for an hour here and there. All she wants is a dad who will be a permanent fixture in her life. Not some guy who thinks giving  her a few hundred dollars will make up for that. We don't want your money Andrew, we want you!"

Andrew looks at me surprised and I realised at that minute in time what I said when I was ranting to him, I admitted that I wanted him.

"I said it okay, I want you, it's not just Ella, I want you I've fallen for you" I said sitting down I felt like a bitch saying it but it's how I felt.

"What do you want?" Andrew asked me  kneeling down in front of me looking me In the eyes

"Well right now. I'd like to know how you truthfully feel about me" I asked him I felt extremely nervous as I waited for his answer.

Andrew nods his head slowly leaning in kissing me pulling away resting his forehead on mine "I think that answers it but I can't just leave my wife for you and Ella"

I shake my head at him "your daughter loves you. And your seriously just going to keep her hidden under a rock" I said harshly.

"I've been married for a long time" he tried to explain but I cut him off

"Well you wasn't worried about your wife when you was fucking me six years ago" I replied

I stare at Andrew knowing that sooner or later I was going to have to make the decision of giving him two options either me and Ella or his wife.
I didn't want Ella being a secret any longer.

"Take your cash and go please" I said not looking at him.

"Riley look at me" Andrew said but I couldn't I stared anywhere but at him

"No I want you to go. I can't do this any more. You coming into our lives for five minutes than leaving. Waiting for phone calls and the odd few hour visit"

"What you saying?" Andrew asked me

"I'm saying that when you leave don't come back don't contact us." I said sternly

"Why you being like this?" Andrew asked me I shake my head at him

"Because you being around its messes with my head not just mine but our daughters. Being around you makes me want you even more."

"And you think I don't feel like that about you" Andrew asked me
I shrug my shoulders at him I didn't have a clue as Andrew didn't exactly speak up much about his feelings.

Before I knew what was happening Andrews hands cupped my face and he was kissing me his hands quickly found there way to my top where he pulled it over my head.
I pulled his top off and we fell on the bed kissing.
We eventually was both naked and Andrew was deep inside me thrusting slowly into me as he kissed me.

After I laid on the bed wondering what happened between us.
I turn looking at Andrew who laid next to me I wanted to ask but I felt like I couldn't.
To me the sex weren't just sex the way Andrew was with me I felt something there it was meaningful.
"I should go" Andrew said getting up getting dressed hearing him say that it hurt, knowing he could be here one minute making love to me then back to his wife the next.

I look at him pulling the sheet up closer to me "okay" I mumbled feeling tears building in my eyes

"I will give you a call tomorrow" he said pulling his top on walking around the bed to me my heart was racing for some strange reason I was nervous but it's maybe because of what I was about to say to him.

Andrew leans over kissing me on the cheek "I think I'm in love with you" I said looking into his blue eyes.

"I know I feel the same, I wish I didn't have to leave" he said leaning in kissing head.

"Don't then" I said clinging on to him by his arm

"I got to" he said getting out my grip leaning forward kissing my head "I love you" he said turning walking leaving me laying there an emotional mess.