not the truth

{first the worst}

I hate that

i'm lying,

i don't hate that

i'm trying,

i hate you.

i don't mean it.

i mean it.

((i wish it was true))

that you

loved me too.

lie and say yes,

i know you're lying

tell me it's true.

Thank you for trying,

But I know.

And it hurts.

And I don't hate you•