My Joy But Pain

WARNING STRONG CONTENT AT THE END OF THE CHAPTER. NO HARM INTENDED . *EDITED*

  My friend, no- my best friend Tessa, is the girl who attends a great party every chance she can get. While I on the other hand am quite calm, and would much rather prefer a good fiction book. We are complete opposites but we love each other like sisters. It was a friday night and she wanted to go out to this party a few towns over but I wasn't sure that we should go.

"Vanessa I'm home, but there's some bad news that I need to tell you.." Tessa walks in and is very dramatic... like always.

"Oh no ! What is it? Is some one hurt?" I act like one of the old house wives from the 60's, playing along with her.

"No but I have to leave you for Teri ... you see she is having my baby!" We both stand there for a few seconds in shock, then break out laughing.

"So what are you wearing tonight for the party?" She stares at me with her hands on her hips.

"Does this mean I have to go?" A whine breaks loose from my lips.

"Yes, now what are you wearing? I think you should wear your black dress."

"Ok I will just wear that." I really didn't feel like arguing. If I did we would be here all night.

"Wow, that was easy." We get ready for the party, it takes a whole hour and a half. That may not seem like a lot time, but when you add a whole hour to your normal routine it feels a bit extended.We go down stairs and I tell my mom that I am going out.After about an hour of driving we finally reach this mansion like house.

"Wow." I stare at the beautiful White House with a perfectly manicured yard and iron fence. Flowers line the fence, red, yellows, and blues tell me that it's not their first year blooming.

"I know, I have only been here a couple of times, and let me tell you the drive is worth it." We walk into this house and already there are guys eyeing both of us. We go and sit down on the couch and for a party the house is fairly clean. Almost everybody has seemed to pick up after themselves, keeping the prim and proper house to and almost original state.

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We have been here for about two hours and I have drank enough for my bladder to tell me no more. "Hey Tessa I am going to go to the bathroom , ok?" My words slur but I slightly hope she'd go with me.

"Okay, I think I am going to go talk to that guy over there see you soon." Thanks pal...

I walk upstairs and find the bathroom. I make sure to lock the door and check behind the shower curtain before I officially do my business.When I walk out of the bathroom something hits my head and very hard. "Are you ok? Hey your pretty." Is all I can hear but a can't open my eyes or speak. I wait what feels like a few minutes and try again.

"I think so. You're not to bad looking yourself." I compliment him and a huge grin appears on his face.

"Then how about we go up into the bedroom and hit it off?" Ew, gross..

"I'm sorry, but I don't do that kind of stuff, I am not that type of girl, I also do have a boyfriend."

"Then how about I get you a drink? Maybe a sprite or something? Alcohol won't help your head." Hmm okay, a drink couldn't hurt. We go downstairs and I sit on the couch. He walks into the kitchen and a few minutes later he comes back out. A grey can fills one of his hands and a beer in the other.

"This was the last one. You are lucky." I laugh a little. He seems like an Ok guy for now, no promises due to my drunken judgement.

"Thank you. I never caught your name what was it?" He seemed a little hesitant but quick to lightened up.

"It's Tyler and what is yours?" He gives me a slight smile showing his pearly white, perfect teeth.

"Vanessa ." I take a sip of my drink and try to think of what to say next. Awkwardness fills the small space between us.

"That's a very petty name." We sit there in silence and after a few minutes I black out.

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I am now conscious but I can't move. I see him but only a dark shadow. His hands are on his hips and moving down, before I can realize what he is getting ready to do. I feel a tight pinch and hear him moan. I would try screaming but I know I can't. My innocence has now been stolen from me and whoever my future husband might be. I could never get it back nor can I be happy about it.

§§§Hey this is my third book and I hope you all like it. PLEASE KEEP READING. It gets better as you go.§§§. I am slowly editing each chapter, I might go over each chapter once or several times but during editing it should never majorly change! Thanks for the reads and votes!!