Caged Hearts

9

Jhene

“You know I'm glad you're starting to warm up to me. I want you to be comfortable.”

Lorenzo and I relationship  was so different  I feel like I was the good girl following  a bad boy. Yes, he is sweet and kind but he has this edge towards him  that I never felt before. In that time when I was with him I feel as if the world was no long base on time but on infinity.

“Yea I know and I am” I  said

“Good,”he said passing the blunt to me. He blew the smoke in my face as I inhale  it. He was the start of it all the smoking  the thrill and the curiosity.

“You think we can have a kid and get married.” I ask.

“That would be a disaster.” He said laughing

“Wouldn’t it?”

“Well, I think we can but the state that we're in right now. I don't think so. But I know one thing I will do everything in my power to give my child and you the happiness you two deserve.” He said as he stares down at me.

Even in the low light, I can see the awareness come back into his black eyes. Something else had hold of him. He was my light in a dark room. And I liked it, which is totally not like me at all.But, then again, nothing seems to be the same since I met him. Why should I expect this to be any different?

I wonder absently if my life will ever be the same again. And if I even want it to be.

I feel slightly bereft when Lorenzo  moves off me and flops back onto the bed, flinging his arm over his eyes.

“You should probably stay away from me” His voice is a low rumble in the quiet darkness.

“I don't know ,” I reply in a moment of bald honesty. And I do know. He’s right.

“I remember when you were this shy girl and very timid but now instead of us being stranger were lovers now.” He said kissing my forehead

He pick me up bridal style and went to the bathroom.

“What are you going?” I asked

“I wanted you to take a shower with me love.” he said with a smile. Maybe that the reason why i couldn't stay away from him, that smile of his.

As we took a shower together he started  to hold me.”I love you”, he said while his head was in my neck.

“Don't wake me up cause  I'm in love with all that  you are, you make me see the truth in things, I think that you are…”

“How about you add this too..
The remedy for everything it seems that you are.The truth itself 'cause nothing else can take me so far.”

I laughed. “Haha I like that babe.”

Once we were done taking a shower we put on our clothes. He told me that we were going somewhere but he won't tell me. I like surprises but you never know with him. He think so outside the box.

While he was driving I just fell asleep.I  had a  strange feeling that my bed was rocking. I woke up to find I was no longer in the car, but in a boat on a gently swaying sea. There was no motor on the boat, no oars, nothing I could use to guide the boat that was drifting aimlessly. All of a sudden the boat ran aground on some island that was not there before. There was no reason to stay in the boat, so I went ashore.

I went inland a few yards and found Lorenzo  stumbling and wandering around. I watched him but he didn't  seemed to see me. I had never seen him act like this  before and I finally realized he were blind. I needed to find out where I was so I went up to him  and asked him where I was. He turned towards me but did not say a word. He just stood there.

“Lorenzo?”

“Jhene?”

He try to make his way to me but he couldn't see. I help him and face him my way. He began to touch my face gently and smiled

“It is you”

“Who else would it be”

He touch my face again. “Even when I'm blind I can still find the beauty hidden deep down inside of  you.”

Even though he was unable to see. He's still seen me as beautiful. People are attracted to one another because they are beautiful or maybe have a nice body like a model. There's a saying that if you look carefully in a person's eyes the first five seconds  that you can see the true feelings shining through in an instant but Lorenzo never seem to surprise  me he always crashes the  laws of physics.

I smiled “Where are me”

“I don't know but it doesn't matter now I have you.” He said hugging  me

I blushed “Do you really feel that way?”

“Of course I do.” He said while looking down at the ocean.

“What's wrong?”

“The ocean  reminds me of you. How the it's so calm and peaceful but it can be in rage and move in the verdigris way. That's you're a peaceful woman when I first met you but now you're a stronger woman I ever met.” He smiled but he began to fade away. I wasn't  ready to  leave this dream yet not yet ..... it was my Blue  Dream...

“BABEEEEE!!!!!!”Ayeeeee, you ok Jhene.”

Huh what. He was directly in my face. “AHHHHHH!!!! GET THE FUCK OUT MY FACE!!”

He began to laugh. “Hehe I scared  you  that much”

“Yess, you fucking dick.” I said hitting him on the arm.

“Awwww my little boo, scared.”

“Shut up kitty.” I pouted

“But we're here so cover your eyes ok.” He said putting his hands over my eyes.

“Ughhh I hate surprise”

No you love surprise. I promise you. He kissed my forehead.

He grab my hand and pull me. The environment sudden change, it was freezing.

“Where are we.” I asked

Shhhh, just a second okay. His heat from his hands disappeared and I can hear him moving around.

“Now open them.” I looked around we were in a hotel. A fancy hotel. Our room was huge and didn't look like a hotel room at all...more like a guest suite in an Italian palace. The bed was king-sized with pure white, the pool inside was beautiful.

“How much was this” I said covering my mouth. I was in shock, I couldn't believe that he did this for me. Matter a fact for us. he's so sweet to me.

“Don't worry about that, don't matter.”

But- He cut me off

“No I got this for us I knew you been stressed out lately.”

I looked at him. “Awww kitty”. I hugged him. I never want to let go.

“I love you too boo.”He hugged me back

Love always have a price but the price you pay for love is more expensive than any brand or any material listit thing.