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Anxiety

I sigh walking in as I finish my cigarette and throwing it out I flop down on my bed placing my forearms over my face''ugh '' i groan . I sit up pulling my hair from my perfect bun from my head messing my hair up . Before turning my Xbox on being glad today was Friday I look at the screen all from the same person MCclifford . I roll my eyes accepting the request as the game comes across the screen. "Hey " I say into my mic "so how was your day'' i rub my face '' could have been better '' i say . i smile running to my room dropping my bag as i add Michael to a game  he accepts it immediately '' hey'' says as i adjust my head set '' i can't believe I've been talking to a like you for a month '' i say playing the game hearing him playfully laugh '' i hate you too. '' he says playfully '' I'm hurt '' i say coping his playful voice   '' which reminds me why haven't we seen each other in person ,and why don't i have your number by now .'' i say '' well i kind of live in Australia '' he says causing me to smile '' me too '' i say pausing the game '' so what about that number.'' i smile messing my hair up like usual i look towards the door looking at my messages from Michael seeing his last text was on my way. i walk over to the door opening it seeing Kat '' hey'' i say confused   looking around for Alex seeing her no where in sight . '' Emily we've been friends for almost a year and your great and all but i don't need someone like you in my life '' she says as i look at her confused '' what do you mean '' i ask shaking slightly '' what I'm saying is your a bad influence in my life, and i don't want that '' i shake my head '' fine '' i snap before closing the door watching as she walks away . i walk forward into my living room tugging at my hair as my thoughts cloud over making as anxious thoughts pass through my mind i press my back against my wall sliding down pulling my knees to my chest. as tears roll down my cheeks i knew what was happening i was having an anxiety attack and there was nothing to stop it . i shake as i hyperventilate into my hands as tears rolled down my cheeks i look up seeing someone i thought I'd never meet in my life there stood Michael Clifford

Michael's pov -  i smile walking up her driveway fixing my hair i was going to finally meet Emily or the bad ass gamer girl I've come to know for the past month . i knock not hearing everything noticing the door was open i step in hearing crying as panic hits me '' Emily '' i say following the noise . i walk into what i assumed was the living room seeing a girl in the corner covering her face hyperventilating i run forward knowing what was happening . i sit down pulling her to my chest hugging her before rubbing her back '' what's wrong with me '' she says i shake my head '' nothing '' i say kissing the top of her head . i listen noticing she was now calm '' thanks '' she says wiping the makeup off her cheeks i smile '' no problem. ''