Holding onto two (twenty one pilots fan fiction)

Chapter 11

We headed up to the room and started getting ready for the show. I was just fixing my eyeliner in the mirror when Tyler got out the shower. He reached out slowly for his tooth brush and I caught a glimpse of the scars across his wrist. My heart dropped and I felt like somebody had punched me in the gut; I knew something was up.
"Tyler?" I began. I saw the expression on his face change as if he knew what is was going to say before I said it.
"Y Y yes Harley?" He stuttered, clearly nervous.
"Tell me honestly... are you okay?" He placed the tooth brush down on the counter and sighed heavily. "Tyler." I insisted.
"No. No I'm not okay." He whispered shamefully.
"Why? Tyler honey I'm here." I reached out for his hand but he pulled it away.
"B B blurryface..." he sighed again. "He has gotten stronger." I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
"You can defeat him. You are strong, you just need to find it deep down inside of you." He finally looked up and his eyes were filled with tears; he reached out and grabbed my waist.
"I love you." He mumbled.
"I love you more." I replied then kissed him lightly on the cheek. Tyler pulled my body close to his and nestled his face into my shoulder. I rubbed is back gently attempting to sooth him.
"It's okay, you're okay." I whispered over and over again in his ear.
After a few minutes he pulled away and smiled forcefully. We finished getting ready and picked up Eric's daughter.
The 3 of us squeezed in the back seats of the car and started to get to know each other.
"So what's your name?" I asked politely to the small excited girl.
"Athena." She replied enthusiastically.
"That's a beautiful name." Tyler said.
"Thank you so much." She squealed. For most of the ride she asked Tyler a bunch of questions and talked about funny edits and fan-fictions oh and she wouldn't shut up about Joshler.

The concert was amazing as always. Louise and I stayed in the pit with Athena the annoying Joshler shipper. We dropped her back home after the show and headed back to the hotel.
That was the last show so we had the weekend to do whatever we wanted. I think we were going to go for lunch, do some shopping and sightseeing on Saturday then on Sunday we were going to Oxford street and hoping to get a lot of shopping done and be stopped for pictures as little as possible. Don't get me wrong Tyler and Josh love their fans it's just a bit exhausting for Louise and I to be constantly stopped.

I slipped on my pyjamas and slid into bed, Tyler joined me shortly after. We cuddled up together in the middle of the bed feeling thankful that we could see each other a bit earlier.
"It feels like we haven't been together for months." Tyler breathed softly into my hair.
"I know. I've missed your touch." I replied lovingly.
"I've missed your lips, your body and your crystal blue eyes that sparkle every time I gaze into them." I blushed slightly and nestled in closer. Tyler kissed the top of my head and we both fell asleep.

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I'm really sorry I haven't updated my story. I haven't had the energy, time or motivation to do anything lately. I hope you enjoy this chapter sorry it's short. Love you all, stay alive frens |-/
-Jess