Holding onto two (twenty one pilots fan fiction)

Chapter 14

"What's going on Harley? Why are you sorry?" Tyler asked confused.
"I can't put you through this anymore." I sobbed.
"Put me through what Harley?" He sounded impatient.
"I see the way you look at Louise and Josh.. I clearly don't make you happy anymore - you deserve someone better." I cried.
"What are you going on about? I love you Harley." By now Tyler had my hands in his and we were both shaking.
"I love you too but I don't want to waste any more of your time." I sighed. I pulled my hands out of his and headed back into the restaurant. I grabbed my bag and put some money down for my meal.
"Bye guys I'll see you later I guess." I said before leaving the restaurant. Tyler still stood outside his head in his hands. When he saw me again he chased after me but I kept going; I wasn't going to stop.
"Harley please don't do this!" He yelled after me as I walked to the taxi stop. My heart broke into a million pieces but I knew deep down he didn't want me. I got in a taxi and headed to the hotel. My head knows I've done the right thing - my heart just hasn't realised yet.

Tyler's P•O•V

I walked back down the road to the restaurant where Louise and Josh waited confused. I sat back down in my seat, my eyes red and puffy from the crying and my heart shattered into a million pieces. I don't know why she did it. I love her, she makes me happy. I've given her my best years for a reason. I didn't just marry her out of pity. It's been hard for me lately but it doesn't mean I've stopped loving her - Yeah I wish we acted like new lovers, like Josh and Louise but I still loved what Harley and I had, still have. Everybody said we were the perfect couple... now what? I will never be able to find someone who makes me feel the way Harley does.
"What happened?" Josh asked.
"Where's Harley gone?" Louise continued.
"She uh broke up with me." I sighed. It hurt to say it out loud. I explained everything to them both and we headed back to the hotel.
I ran to my room in the hopes that Harley would be sat there waiting for me; I hoped she had changed her mind.
I opened the door slowly - she wasn't there. I looked around to see if she had taken her things but they were still there. Her boots were by the bed and her sneakers were gone. Maybe she just went to cool off.
Then the thought dawned on me. She had spent nearly 10 years of her life in a mental health clinic, she has depression, anxiety, an eating disorder, anger issues and a history of suicide attempts... would she? Could she? My heart started racing. Please no I begged God. I was on my knees, my hands together, praying to God that she was safe.
I ran to Louise and Josh's room to tell them she had come back to change her shoes and get a coat - I told Louise about everything since she had left Allina the first time; we were all on high alert. Louise and Josh called her about a million times but she never answered.

Then I remembered what she had told me about 2 years ago when I was visiting her. I hoped this was it.

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I'm so sorry but it's done. They're done and so am I. It broke me to write this. Hope you enjoyed the chapter. Love you all. Stay alive frens |-/
-Jess