Always His

Chapter Six

"Its okay if your not." Graham said softly as he ran his hand through my hair. Altough Graham is an alpha, he isn't anything like Sampson. He is soft, and gentle, not that Sampson can't be gentle, he is extremely gentle with Julian and his pups, and mostly me, but when he gets angry about something he tends to yell, even though he knows it scares me.

"I know, but having you all here is helping a lot." I answer truthfully. He smiles before pulling me into a gentle hug, the complete opposite of Callen's.

"I'm glad. I don't know what any of us would do if we lost you. We want you safe, just like your father would have." He whispered in my ear before pulling away. I blinked back new tears as he spoke. Every once in a while they will bring up my father, I love to hear what he was like, but every time they bring him up it makes me really emotional.

My dad had died in a Rouge attack along time ago. He had just met him mate a year earlier and she had given birth to me. I was only four months old when they died, so I never really got to know them. After they died I was brought up to Sampson's and Graham's childhood packs, the same one Sampson still lives in, and is the alpha of. They took care of me before my alpha demanded for me to come back. They brought me back because they didn't want a war between the packs, besides, Graham was only 17, and Sampson was only 12 when it happended.

I stayed in touch with Sampson and Graham throughout the years, spending birthdays and holidays together before my alpha stopped those too. Pretty soon I couldn't visit and was only allowed to text or call them.

I slowly stopped talking to both of them when I would get picked on and teased by the older kids. Most of it was about my father and mother dying in the Rouge attack. It was well know my mother was a strong warrior, but my dad was just an omega, which was highly unlikely from an Alpha bloodline, and being the first born. So, when I was born an omega it just heated the fumes. But then it eventually grew to them. People would say I was a disgrace because I was an omega when I came from a strong bloodline of alphas, I tried to say it wasn't my fault, but they still wouldn't stop teasing me, so I stopped talking to Sampson and Graham.

This happened about six or seven years ago, and Graham's and my relationship has never been the same. When he realized the reason for all the pain I was going through, and when I refused to leave, he grew angry.

I had tried to apologize, but there was always a gap in our relationship. Now, I can already feel the gap dissapearing, he really didn't want me with the pack, and he dealt with it the only way he could. Without violence, and interference, a complete opposite of his younger brother.

"I know. I know he would want me happy. And I'm sorry I always refused to leave, but the moon goddess wanted this to happen. We might not know why, but she wouldn't have let it happen if she didn't want it to. So, maybe this is just a new road I am traveling down, much clearer, cleaner road." I tell him as I smile. I really believe what I am saying. If I can stay positive through this hard time, and not fall into depression like a lot of wolves do, then I will be a survivor, and I can look at my mate in the face and tell him I survived. I survived without him.