Beautiful Disaster

He's a Monster

Laurent POV

I hissed as I got in the shower. My body hurt like hell and nothing could sooth the pain. I let the water run over my body relaxing every muscle. "damn this hurts" I thought I can no go to BouBoo's house like this he'll know something's up. Larry wants me to get twist today. -sighs-  This isn't the larry I fell in love with. No no, this larry is a monster.

He doesn't even kiss me anymore........ -looks down- he's disgusted by my facial hair. I told him I'd shave it but all I got was a punch to the stomach and a blow to the nose (blow means punch). How did this happen? Where is the sweet, funny, caring, loving, protective Larry? This Larry no give a fuck about me. I could get murdered and he'd just shrug and say "oh well, I no care better him then me". Why do I even stay? I'm so stupid. My brain wants to leave. But my heart says "stay he'll change once he gets help no give up on him". -chuckles- wish I could believe that but my heart won't let me leave.. I no wanna leave. I love him...

I rushed downstairs to put Larry's plate in the oven. He's gone and I no know where. He left this morning after his "rage session" and he "loved" me until I passed out. When I woke up he was gone. But I know he'll be back and when he comes home, if dinner ain't ready. All hell will break lose

***

I pulled up at BouBoo's place and walked in. I smiled and jumped on him.

"BOUBOO!!!!!"

"hey Beast"

(bouboo knows about Larry and Laurent's relationship). I sat down and had a 3 hour conversation with him. While getting my hair done. I got a call from larry asking where I was.

👿= larry
😇= Laurent

👿: where are you?

😇: at BouBoo's getting my twist in

👿: mmm I'll be checking him to make sure you no lie, I'll be home at 1:00 tonight, heavy shift.

😇: ok baby

👿: I no care what you do, as long as you no spend MY money and you're home before I get there

😇: ok baby

👿: if your not there when I get home -deep evil voice- I will beat you so bad you'll be 6ft under, got it?

😇: yes baby -scared-

👿: what's my name

😇: larry

👿: strike 1, no play with me, what is it?

😇: bye...... Daddy

👿: correct, bye

Convo over----

I was so scared I couldn't talk. I sat there for another hour then I got a plan.

"bouboo come with me"

"ok"

We got in my car and drove off.

***

I got home at 4:00pm. I have 9 hours until larry gets home. We no have sex anymore so that'll give me time to heal up. I no want my secret out just yet. Since I had 9 hours I decided to clean up and then take a nap. I cleaned the house from top to bottom them collapsed on MY bed. Yup we don't sleep in the same bed anymore. I'm back in my room. He said he no wanna wake up to my ugly face everyday.

I laid there thinking about all the hurtful things he's said to my and all the times he's hit me. I didn't even know I was crying until I felt my face. I sighed and let it lose. I laid there and cried myself to sleep.

***

I woke up around 8 and cooked dinner. I put his plate in the oven. (he ate the first plate he made for larry before he went to BouBoo's house) then I fixed mine. I ate alone then washed the dishes. He's never here, we sleep in separate rooms, and he hasn't touched me in I no know how long but I'm grateful for that because it's not enjoyable anymore.

It was around 10 and I was watching "Beyond Belief : Fact or Fiction" (y'all that is my fucking show) when I heard keys.  I instantly got frightened because I knew larry was home even tho he said 1:00pm. He always makes up a time then comes early so he can beat my when I get there but! He's wrong because I caught on. He never comes home before 8:00 that's why I'm always here when he comes home.

The last thing I remember of that night is him "loving" me until I blacked out......