"eat a fat cock" yoongi yells at me as i push him off the track. "why the fuck did you chose rainbow road you idiot" he kicks my ankle slightly. i flinch away and pull my feet up on the couch, resting my chin on my knees.
i look over at yoongi and see him glaring at the screen. his tongue is sticking out of his mouth as he puts all his effort into not falling off the track. he fails. "for fucks sake peach you stupid cocksucker!" he yells as she plummets off the track.
i cross the finish line and cheer loudly, throwing my hands up in the air in celebration. "stop celebrating you're eleventh place" he mumbles dropping the controller, slipping down the couch and crossing his arms, a pout forming on his pink lips.
i tap his nose with my finger. "at least i finished the race". he glares at me. he didn't even finish the first lap. "you wanna play another round?" i question as he pulls his sleeves over his knuckles. "if you choose rainbow road again i swear to god i will smack you so hard that you will land in china"
i giggle softly and rest my head on his shoulder, snuggling into his warmth. i feel him rest his head on mine and his thin fingers wrap around my wrist. his free hand snakes around my waist and pulls me closer. i sigh happily as i feel my chest fill up with warmth.
maybe it's warm in here? like shit forreal should i turn the air con on??
i move to get up but yoongi grips my wrist. i look at him. "stay, please just stay" i see tears swim in his eyes and i sit back down, wrapping my arms around his shaking body. "please don't cry, i can't bear to see you this way" i mumble into his hair. he slowly stops shaking while i rub circles into his soft skin.
"s-sorry" he sniffles, pulling back from my embrace and rubbing his eyes with his sweater sleeves. "hey, hey, hey never apologise for crying. never" i look him in the eyes. he whimpers and then bursts into tears throwing himself at me, burying his face into my chest as he sobs.
it hurts. it hurts so bad to see him like this. but all i can do is hold him. he cries and sobs for hours on end and i sit there with him in my arms, holding him together like glue. "you fucking suck, you know that?" he yells into my chest as he hiccups and cries. "what do you mean?" questioning him seemed to just make him even more agitated as his cries become louder.
"i like you s-so fucking m-much but you l-love her and it h-hurts ev-everytime i have to look at you" he sobs, hitting my chest lightly with his fists. then i wrap my arms around him tighter, kissing his forehead while he screams his feelings out.
gradually he calms down until he falls asleep. i then pick him up and take him into my room and lay him down on the bed, tucking him in tightly. i kiss his forehead as tears begin to form in my eyes. i sit down next to the bed and grab yoongi's hand and hold it softly. i cry like a child who has lost it's mother. a sharp, burning pain spikes in my chest and i stuff my free hand in my mouth to muffle my sobs.
and there i sit, crying my heart out for a beautiful man with porcelain skin and mint green hair.
--- hello i love you i just want to say i love you all okay also sorry this chapter is emo whoOps anyways,, 16K READS FUCC IM 🗣SHOOK🗣
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yOONGI AND JIMIN R SO CUTE IN THIS CHAPTER THO FUCK I GOT FEELS FROM MY OWN STORY I'M SUCH A LOSER ALSO BTW I READ EVERY SINGLE COMMENT ON THIS STORY AND I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU GUYS FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND JOKES AND SHIT LMAO hope u liked this see u next time
