+jimin+
yoongi surprised me today by taking me out on a picnic at midnight. he drove us to the local park and spread out a light blanket, making sure i sat down comfortably as he scurried back to the car to collect the food basket from the boot. the lighting was dim and the only supply was from a far away street light, making it hard to see at first.
he came back quickly and set down the basket next to me before sitting down with me. i reached for the basket and yoongi squealed and smacked my hand. he laughed at me while i pouted and pretended to cry, cradling my hand in faux pain.
"let me serve you your food you impatient little baby" he smiles at me and opens the basket, bringing out two chocolate chip muffins packaged in plastic wrap and two bottles of cola. i stifle a giggle and yoongi looks at me apologetically, "i can't actually cook so i just bought these at 7/11, sorry i couldn't actually make something for you".
"i actually don't give a fuck about whether or not you made the food we eat, i'm just happy were here together" i pronounce, taking the muffin from his hand and taking a big bite, the sweet chocolate taste flooding my mouth.
"stop being so cheesy that's my job" he grumbles, taking a bite of his muffin. he reaches over and grabs my hand, holding it tight and lacing our fingers together, his warm and soft hands cradling mine delicately as if i was fine porcelain, easily admired and easily broken.
we eat and drink in complete silence, our free hands laced together, his thumb occasionally rubbing the back of my hand. the silence wasn't awkward nor was it sad or thoughtful. we simply existed. quiet, loving and appreciative of each others company.
"hey jimin?"
"yeah yoongi?"
"thank you". he says quietly, only a fraction louder than a whisper. "for what?" i reply, squeezing his hand. he sat up straight and looked me in the eyes, his gaze strong and unwavering.
"for not giving up on me. i'm sad i know and sometimes i don't think that i should burden you with my problems but you've stayed. and you've helped me and i hardly ever feel sad anymore and i don't know if i say it enough but i love you. with all my heart, i do, i swear it. even if i yell or scream or cry. i love you more than anything in this whole entire world" yoongi said, silent tears running down his face.
"y-yoongi" i stutter, raising my hands to his face, cradling his cheeks in my arms, wiping his tears eith my thumbs. "i'm sorry for crying and making a big deal about this but i'm so thankful for you and your love"
i start crying and blubbering like a child. "don't say sorry, don't ever say sorry for crying. and please don't ever feel like you're burdening me, your problems are my problems, and i knew that venturing into this relationship and i don't regret it. not one bit. i'm proud of you yoongi, i've seen you change so much over these past couple of months. i'm so happy. i love you so much, please don't ever forget that." i start sobbing and yoongi moves his hand to the back of my neck, pressing our foreheads together as we cry.
"jimin this is so gay we're crying in a park over how gay we are" yoongi laughs through the tears. "hey no homo i'm not gay dude" i start to laugh as well. "oh my god i just got major de ja vu to when we first met and you were adamant that you were straight" yoongi breaks out in loud pearls of laughter.
"do not remind me oh my god" i choke on my tears, laughs falling from my mouth in harmony with yoongi's, breaking through the stark silence that surrounded us. "your screen name was yoongay" i fire back jokingly. "and yours was excujime you dumb ass" he flicks my nose.
"i was gonna actually propose to you but i forgot the ring at home" yoongi says airly, almost as if its a passing comment and not a phrase with the weight or implication it holds. "you dumb fuc- wait propose!" i scream and jump to my feet, my heart beating so fast i feel as if it will explode. "yes propose so keep standing that'll make everything easier".
yoongi gets onto one knee and pulls a strawberry ring pop out of his pocket. i clap my hand over my mouth to stifle my squeal. "park jimin, i have loved you for what seems like eons and i have loved you more deeply than i have ever loved anyone before and i could not imagine living my life without you. i couldn't even fathom not waking up with you by my side, eating with you, laughing with you, even just simply breathing and existing with you beside me. will you marry me?"
"oh my fucking god bitch of course i will" i scream and tackle yoongi in a hug, kissing him with all the force i could muster. our lips were locked together for what seemed like years, our kiss expressing all the feelings we couldn't put into words adequate enough to truly convey the emotions we were feeling.
yoongi slipped the ring pop onto my finger and i laughed again. "you even got my favourite flavour oh my god i love you" i kiss yoongi again and we spend the rest of the night holding each other, enveloped in the euphoria we were experiencing. i had never felt this happy in my entire life and i don't think i ever will agains.
it never needed to be something extravagant or put together. it was simply the boy i loved with his mint hair holding me in a deserted park at midnight. the boy i loved, my fiancé, min yoongi.
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I JUST HAVE TO SAY I CRIED WHILE WRITING THIS CHAPTER
DHSJANKSSN I LOVE THESE CHARACTERS SO MUCH
im very sorry for the wait but hopefully this chapter makes up for it! also this chapter was the reason for the wait bc its such a big turning point for the book and i wasnt sure i wanted to do this but I LOVE IT NOW IM YELKIFNFN
I HAVE A MATH TEST SECOND PERIOD TMR IM GOING TO DIE IM WRITING THIS AT LIKE 11PM HELP ME
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