Jordan's Mind

Band stuff and copy cat?

So! Back here, I did write some earlier yet it didn't save. I personally think it's better it didn't because I kind of umm... blew off some steam. Anyways, this is another rant! I think this may turn into my rant book yet I do need some place to put just anything on my mind. Anyways, onto my thoughts!

So if you play an instrument and you've played the Nutcracker, you know it's at least a little difficult. For me, not being very good at clarinet, it's very difficult to play it. I mean, I can play the notes. Hell, we have a song where I'm pretty much the only one that can play loud enough to hear, Odd Couple to be exact. But in the Nutcracker, I can't play the rhythm. I mean if I have a slow tempo I can, but it's faster then I can play. So our bitchy teacher makes me play it for a test and I pretty much fail, yet I did pretty damn good for being under pressure. So I get bumped down two chairs to 4th chair. I'm not happy. Yet, that's not the BIGGEST deal. That's a big deal but not the BIGGEST deal. The BIGGEST deal is, him embarrassing me in front of the class. I mean, it's one thing joking around a LITTLE but saying out loud, in front of the class, 'Looks like someone's flirting with (That kid from before, Air.) Air!' Ain't fucking cool. He also then said today, December 12, 2013, 'Your mom told me to call if you have an attitude, do I need to call her?' in front of the damn class. I'm like, well damn! Wanna be a little more fucking obvious about shit? So, tomorrow or Monday I'm talking to the counselor about getting a class change out of the class before 2nd semester, being the end of January. Hopefully, if I can't get out of the class I get to go to a different classroom during that period. I'll be happy with either.

Next thing! Okay, so there's this girl at my school, who I think is a copy cat. I talk about wanting my lip pierced, getting a hair style, and dying my hair unusual colors. Then... she goes and does those! Now, I have to get a crappy hair style far from what I wanted so she won't call me a copy cat! But I'm not necessarily mad about that, I'm more mad that she's trying to turn scene. I mean, I have no problem with scene people. I mean like I'm scene. But when a girly girl suddenly turns scene, uncool. She's starting to like things that are emo metal stuff. But she still disses my music, even though my music is what she should like if she's emo/scene. I know I'm being very... stereotypical about this but, it's true! She's also a hypocrite. I mean, yes everyone is somehow. Humans are made to be. But, saying 'Don't judge her!' or 'Stop saying mean things about my friend!' when she says rude and hurtful things to that friend. It's not very cool.  But I do have a theory about her. She just doesn't like me. She hates all the things I do, all the music I listen to, hell she's even gone on here and told me I fucking suck at writing at school. Which, I then told Jess and Jess said 'Bring that bitch here! Let me sock her fucking rat face bitchy ass into next fucking week!' Yeah... Jess may have some anger issues but whatever! I remember one time, I was in math class and the teacher had her correct my test and she marked everything wrong. I'm like 'Uh teacher? I'm sure I didn't all of these wrong.' She comes and checks it, and I have 100%! I'm just like da fuck? But I could care less about her.

Now this one may or may not be important. I think, I'll try to update everyday during break. I have a concert tomorrow (December 17,2013) and I don't want to play at all! I've refused so far, well besides playing If, I like that one. WDMN(When the Day Met the Night) is out on Friday, first day of break. I'll hopefully be posting a cool one shot before break. Then Jess and I have Shadows coming out on Christmas. Well, for me at least. It'll be I think the day after Christmas for her because she'll be in I think Australia at the time. So it shall be out Christmas morning when I wake up. That and WDMN are promised to come out on the correct set date! As for other stories, I'll put a few on hold. I think I'll be putting Uni, Brotato, and Goofball on hold until I finish a story. Here is what I'm thinking,

Slow update: Child To A YouTuber, Blood Flows, Thanks For the Memories

Regular update: Creature story, Family Ties, Shadows, WDMN

Hold: Uni, Brotato, Goofball, Bullied, ICAY(I'm Coming After You), Damn My Kidnapper Is Hot, Avril story

Side stories (Updated when I feel like): Voiceless and Fortune Teller

I think that's about it! Bye guys!!!