Yeah hi. Time for some serious shit! So... I may get Fraps for Christmas. If you don't know what Fraps is, it's a recording system. I'd record things and post them on YouTube. Mainly Minecraft but I may do other stuff. The other thing I was thinking about is singing. I mean I'm a decent singer, and I own some of you a singing video. So yeah...but that aside.
I'm about to fucking beat myself or someone else. I'm sick and fucking tired of people thinking shit that's not fucking true about me. People at my school think I'm bi because I'm fucking nice to girls. Then my fucking 'boyfriend' or should I say ex broke up with me because he said I didn't care about him. Which right now, I don't give a shit about anyone. And Jess isn't talking to me and ugh! I'm getting annoyed and sad. But back to my sexuality, I'm not exactly sure what the fuck I am. I like boys, but recently I've been saying girls are sexy and shit, so I don't know what I am. And personally, I don't think it should matter if I am or not. I mean, I'm me aren't I? As long as I stay the same, I don't think it should matter. So why the fuck does it? People being like, 'Oh you're gay? Well I hate you then.' or something similar. I just want to slap them. I have a friend who is a homophobe. I also have a friend who is bi. Hell I have like 3. I have my sister, Jess, and another friend. I have more. But it pisses me off when people hate gays. And I just hate it when people ask me if I'm bi or gay. I'm like 'the hell does it matter? Are you going to hate me if I am? Well then fuck you. Hate me because I will say I am just for you to hate me. Because I won't like you as a motherfucking friend. So back your little homophobe ass up and get out of my fucking way, bitch.'
Also, I'll be posting this on Facebook as well. So if you hate me or think I'm gay or bi, I don't give a shit what sex you are, if I like you, then be fucking happy. It takes quite a lot for me to admit I like someone. But, most people at school won't read this because they hate me, yet they are my 'friend'. So I know only my true friends will read this. I know this one is short but I don't have much to talk about now. Bye then.
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Jordan's Mind
Non-FictionThis is a jumbled mess of my thoughts. It's more turning into a diary than a bunch of random thoughts? But hey, whatever right? In this story I'm not worrying about grammar so everything is very raw and how I speak normally. There will be A LOT of...
