Heartbreak on a page[ON HOLD]

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A/N -This chapter is in diary entry form so please be aware .The person writing this is a girl , 21 and her name is January addressed as Jan , this is my first short story so please bare with me ,this will be a very short story with very short chapters .
So without furtherado .Move on and enjoy!
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Jan's p.o.v
Dear Heart-reliever 16 May 2013

I don't know how to start .Well I do ... but you know what I mean .
To say I was shocked is an understatement . A huge one at that. I didn't even know how to talk or breath for a good 40 seconds. Okay here goes ...
I was meant to go and visit my grandparents in Toronto but all flights were cancelled and I decided to get a pizza and head home. I live in a two-bedroom penthouse thats quite big for two bedrooms .Well i live with my boyfriend and I really really love him .So much it makes my heart hurt and brings tears to my eyes each time I'm not near him,I know ...D.R.A.M.A.T.I.C . We've been in a relationship since senior year and we have been together since ,broken up a few times but still held on after we made up .So back to the story...I had already gotten home and gotten some wine out of the fridge and I headed upstairs ,I could barely hear my own footsteps because of the heavy rainfall outside as I headed to my room ,pizza and bottle of wine in hand and I stepped into my room.What I saw  would forebe r scar me. I'm pretty sure I looked like a fish-doll with wide eyes and an agape mouth. I quickly took out my phone and took some pictures of the two.I was really surprised by thinking about that .Quickly turning around I headed downstairs and grabbed my suitcases and car keys not forgetting my pizza and wine and rushed out the door .I hadn't been thinking clearly and I drove straight to my so-called best friend's house ,took the key from behind a rock under a bush (what an irregular hiding place) and unlocked her door . I headed straight for the kitchen ,got out a glass and a plate and dished out 3 slices of pizza for myself and poured myself a huge glass of wine .
I went into her living room and say there , curling up with a book ; Lord of the flies .
About 30 minutes after I arrived I heard the door open and Stella stepped in.And I put down my book
Here's how our dialogue went;
"Jesus ,Jan you scared me! What are you still doing here ,aren't you supposed to have left to Toronto yet?"
Silence
"Jan ?"
"Jan?"
Clink .The only sound that came from me after I had placed my wine glass on the glass table.
"Care to explain why you're wearing the shirt I bought for my boyfriend on our third year anniversary? "
"Uhmmm...I came to say goodbye to you before you left but you weren't there and I was wet from the rain so he borrowed me his shirt "
"You know that sounds highly unbelievable right ?You reek of lies right now.My clothes are literally right next to his and I wear the same size as you do ,so your point ...?"
"I didn't want to invade your wardrobe"
"You had no problem doing so yesterday when we went to the beach and you saw one of my cute bikini's and my yellow summer dress,so again your point is...?"
"I am really exhausted can I pl-"
"How are you exhausted when you were free for the whole day,were you exhausted from having a roll in MY bed with MY boyfriend in MY apartment for the past 40 minutes ?"
"What !? How do you even assume something so ..."
I put my phone in her face and  showed her
a picture clearly showing her playing around with my boyfriend, Mason
"Nothing to say ,huh ? Smart mouth"
"I can't believe you would do something like this to me ,I've been nothing but a good friend to you and this is my 'Thank you' gift ? Answer me!"
"I'm so sorry,I didn't mean-"
"Oh please ,if I didn't have this proof you probably would've acted hurt and denied ,denied and what?"
"Denied "she added quietly
"I don't want you anywhere near me ever again ,you hear me this shamof a friendship is over "
"No!no!no! Come on Jan you don't mean that ,Besties Forevesies remember ,I love you ,together till death and after that"
"Yeah you shoulda thought about that when you decided to cheat with my boyfriend "
And with that I walked away grabbing my box of pizza and wine .
I opened the door and let the cold air calm my surfacing anger.
"Jan ,I promise it was the last time ,we were ending it!"
"You had done it before this ?!"
She looked away .
"You make me sick"
"You don't mean that!"
"You two deserve each other ,you can keep his shirt " With that I shut the door and headed to my car ,I turned around looking at the house of the person I once considered my sister for the last time ,catching a glimpse of her falling on her knees and sobbing .I turned away and headed to the place where I would make my next confrontation .Well diary ,that's a tale for another entry...

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Hope you enjoyed it ,it's a little rusty but I tried ,its my first time writing anything like this but hey there is a first time for everything .
I apologise for any mistakes i havent edited this ,but when i get the chance I will .Until next diary entry .

That_Crazy_Reader3
Signing out

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