twisted → j.m.

chapter 54

Anna's P.O.V.

The sun's shining down hard on my naked shoulders wake me. My eyes flutter open, and I blink against the bright sunlight, yawing. That was a good sleep.

A slow smile spreads across my lips, a feeling of complete and utter bliss, flooding through my body. I just feel so happy, so at peace, nothing could possible take away this moment.

I turn around, wrapping an arms lightly around Jason's sleeping body. I look up at his face, he looks so beautiful, so peaceful. I flush recollecting last nights events. It was a perfect night. A perfect way to end the day. Loosing my virginity to the man I loved the most; I didn't know that thought alone could have me dancing with happiness inside. But it did.

The white blanked that is draped around my naked body is also covering Jason. I sigh in bliss, slowly pulling it away from Jason's body, and I stop once I reach his waist. I gently trace my fingers over his tattoos, completely absorbed in my favourite pastime.

"Enjoying yourself sweetheart?" Jason's morning voice whispers. I blush, looking up shyly at Jason from underneath my lashes. "Good morning," I smile.

Jason gently pulls me up so my head is in level with him, "Sleep well?'' he asks. His voice is so sexy so pure. It drives me crazy. Unable to stop my grin I answer, "Yes. Very."

Jason smirks and winks at me, "Me too." He looks genuinely happy, and I love seeing him like this. My mood dampens when a thought crosses over my mind.

"Jason, I want to ask you something..." I trial off, Jason smiles at me, "Anything,"
I sigh, "Last night was so so special to me. It was my first time, and you totally made it worth waiting for. I love you so so much. But...is this enough?" I look up at him.

"Enough?" Jason frowns, propping himself up his elbows. "Yes." I blush, "I mean, judging from last night, I know you have done this before..." I sigh again, searching for the right words to put my fears in, "What if you like them better than me..." I whisper, "I mean, look at me. I am plain. Normal. You...are...just way of my league."

Jason's eyes darken as he looks down on me, all traces of good humour leaving his face, "I didn't choose you Anna. I fell for you. I loved you from the moment I saw you. Dont you ever say you are "normal" again. You are special. To me you are everything."

"But what if you leave me? Fall out of love?" I whisper. Jason's eyes soften, and then he looks crestfallen, "Do I ever make you feel like that? Like I would leave you? Anna I wouldn't be able to survive without know. You are so so precious. More than you'll ever know baby." Jason gently leans down to kiss me, he pulls away and smiles down at me, dazzling me, "Last nights was the most special and the best night of my life. You made it happen Anna. You made me feel special. I love you. I always have and I always will. You know, you're right. Last night really wasn't my first time." Jason's eyes harden at the thought of something from the past, "I had a fair share of girls, I'll tell you that Anna. Sex was just...sex. Nothing else. Just mere release. But then you came along. Last night...it was more than just...release. It was more than just making love. It was special. No words can describe how special. I felt something different, a connection, real sparks. Real love. Real happiness." Something I have never felt. But you made it happen."

I smile shyly at Jason, "You make me happy too. Real happy." Jason smirks, and the playful, love-filled atmosphere is back. Jason lightly traces his fingers along my chin and the irresistible urge to kiss him and hold him is back. I know what he just said is right. I feel the same way too. Really happy. For the first time ever, I don't have to worry about anything. I know he will be there for me, to love me and to support me.

"You're such a distraction," I mutter. Jason grins pulling away his fingers from my skin and I am left craving for more. "But there is nothing I am distracting you from," Jason teases.

I narrow my eyes at him, "Really? I was planning on doing something actually," Jason sits up eagerly, "Whats that?" I grasp the feather pillow tightly in my hand then, hit him with it. A peal of laughter escapes my lips, "This,"

"You. Are. So. Evil." Jason says, trying to get away from my continuous pillow abuse, but knowing well enough he couldn't actually get out of bed and run naked around the room.

"Not more than you." I smirk at him. The pillow bursts and a mass of soft white feathers fly out of it. It momentarily distracts me and Jason picks up a feather, running it lightly along my lower lip. He leans on to me and I close my eyes, waiting for the kiss but instead I get a soft pillow hitting me. I squeal, my eyes shooting open. I don't know weather to laugh of be angry, but before I can decide, on reflex I pick up another pillow and throw it at Jason, laughing as I do so.

When we are through with the pillow fight, we are both lying on a large mass of white soft feathers and there are more floating around in the room. I giggle as Jason lightly runs one over my collarbone. "I can't be bothered to tease you anymore," Jason whispers, kissing me. I gently bite his lips as I kiss him – this is perfect.

*****

I am finally dressed and ready to leave the hotel after hours of playing around with Jason. Its around noon, and sigh at the sight of the room. It's messy. Very messy. With feathers everywhere. I had a hard time taking them out of my hair actually, but Jason helped, making it both quicker and slower at the same time. I had to wash it finally though, Jason wanted to help again, but I wouldn't let him. It was fun watching his face fall, it just made me laugh like crazy. He made me crazy. Crazy in love.

I am wearing a pair of blue jeans with a pale peach coloured white loose shirt. I run my fingers through my almost dry hair and slip on my slippers. Jason came out of the closet, dressed in dark jeans and a grey T-shirt. He smelled so good; expensive cologne.

Jason took my arm, "Ready?" He grinned at me. I nodded, excited to see him this happy and carefree, "Back to the island?"I asked. Jason smiled his eye twinkling, "Yes, back home at last."

Just as we were walking out of the door, the cleaning lady went in. Jason handed her the room key. She took a quick glance at the room and then looked at Jason, "Looks like you were busy. You ruined our pillows."

I blushed scarlet, and Jason smiled apologetically at her, "Sorry, I'll pay." He said handing out a wad of cash to her before pulling me away.

"You are a hypocrite." I laugh at him, once we are out of ear-shot. Jason grinned at me, "As long as you like it, thats fine."

"How will we go? Take the car again?" I ask Jason, when we head towards the forest. "Baby, we cant go to an island in a car." I blushed, "How do we go then?"

Jason chuckled, "Helicopter." I don't know what came over me, but I pulled my arms away from Jason, "Jason no. I am not getting on one again. Please. Dont make me." My voice is shaky, and the memories of the helicopter crash floods into my mind, crystal clear, still the same sting in them.

Jason gently pulls me towards him, hugging me close, "No one is making you do anything baby. Its okay. I asked Chaz, my most trusted mate to bring me this helicopter. Trust me, nothing will happen."

I pull away from him, feeling stupid, but safe in his arms, "Okay then," I am scared to fly in it again, but I know there is no other way we could go back to the island any other way with the police behind us.

Jason wraps an arm around me, kissing the top of my head, "I wont let anything happen to you Anna." He murmurs, and I know I'll be safe.

We walk towards the shiny black helicopter that I can glimpse in between the tress, and I pray silently that this time nothing will go wrong.