Promise Me Slowtown

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A/N: this will sound weird but I think it's cute:
👽🍃👽= Josh's POV
💀🌸💀= Tyler's POV

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Josh started getting anxious. 'What if he doesn't like me anymore? What if he's found someone better? I'm just not good enough for him. He's probably found someone else.'

He kind of regretted kissing Tyler. What if he mixed up Tyler's thoughts. He probably didn't want to see Josh again.

Sighing he turned off his phone and slumped to his room. After changing into comfy clothes, he collapsed onto his bed. He didn't know what was going on, all he knew was that he was worried for Tyler. Thoughts were racing around and with every second, the urge to just hug Tyler and kiss him again became stronger. On the other hand there was this other thought of Tyler not wanting to see him again, and that he felt disgusted by another guys lips touching his. Tyler made him happy because he was the only one who he thought understood him. He was now probably gone from his life.

Without him realising, he too was crying. Moments later his mind finally shut off for the night.

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"Come on Josh," came his mothers voice from the other side of the door, "time to get up for school."

Josh opened his eyes to soak in the view of his plain, boring, same-old room. He groaned as the thoughts of last night came flooding back in. Yawning, he reached out of his warm bed covers to reach for his phone and waited patiently for it to turn on. The smell of bacon and eggs creeped into his nose and made his stomach speak.

Finally, after ages of waiting, his phone finally came to life.

💀🌸💀

Tyler wiped his tears as he heard his mothers car drive off in the early hours of the morning. That was it, his only source of safety gone from him for a while. Last night he cried out all his tears, now he was just sitting in silence, over thinking whilst punching his knees and arms hard. Physical pain made his emotional pain better, even though physically he didn't feel a thing.

He decided to get up to look out at the dark, clear morning. He always used to watch the sun rise with his brother, Zack. They used to set up sheets as a fort and pretend it was their only little hiding place where no one could hurt them. They'd watch the stars, and make pictures out of the twinkling night sky, tell each other stories and always watch the sun rise and set. Tyler smiled to himself. Zack was like his little guardian Angel who would put his life in danger and do anything to help protect Tyler. Zack would always look up to Tyler. Tyler was always his role model, almost like a farther Zack never had.

He sat there, staring at the sky, thinking about all the good and happy memories with Zack, wishing he would come back to him. Time flies by so fast and it's scary...