17 year old Melina Garcia is nothing but trouble. And trouble is all that seems to follow her. When enrolled into a new school, she seems to develop a nemesis; her music theory professor, Mr Armstrong. But what happens when their constant nagging an...
For the first time in my life, everything felt right. I had so many problems in life, but it was if they didn't matter at all. I lost Michael. I lost my friends Ashton, Calum, and yeah I even considered Luke a friend. I was about to lose Joey and Jakob. No doubt I would be losing my aunt Evelyn. How could she forgive me for something like this?
But here I was curled up on a couch with Billie Joe, talking about life and anything we felt like and I couldn't help but think that life is good. I let my mind wander again. What would my decision be after tonight? Billie Joe gave me an ultimatum. Would I capitalize? Would I pretend that none of this ever happened? I didn't have it in me to do that. I've hurt this man enough. He's been through enough. My mind kept wandering to the thought of Adrienne as well. She sounded so perfect. So real. How could I ever compare to her? What did Billie Joe even see in me?
"Do you always overthink everything?" Billie Joe asked, making me shiver. He pulled me slightly closer to him, staring at me intently.
I felt myself blushing. "Yeah, it's kind of my thing."
"It's cute. Really. You actually use your brain. That seems to be rare in people nowadays." Billie Joe mumbled, as he stroked my hair absentmindedly.
"Yeah I guess. I haven't been using it really well though..." I muttered.
He looked at me in confusion but then reality seemed to slap him in the face. "I'm sorry Melina, I really didn't think I'd let it get this far. But now that I have, I can't help it. If you want to walk away from all of this tomorrow and never speak to me again, that's fine. But that's not going to make my feelings go away."
"If you keep saying things like that, I may just cry" I laughed slightly. I never imagined caring about someone so much in my life. This would be a million times easier if he was my own age. But let's get real. No serious guys are my age.
He chuckled at my response making me smile. We sat there on the couch, cuddling in a peaceful silence for a while.
"Hey Billie?" I asked, breaking the silence.
"Yeah?"
"How would this ever work? You and I, I mean. Because I really want it to. But-"
"Are you finally admitting to me that you have feelings for me?" he asked, I could hear amusement in my voice.
"Yeah you dumbass, I am" I rolled my eyes playfully making him laugh.
"Ahh there's my feisty girl. You worried me when you were getting all timid." I could feel my face heating up when he called me his girl. Good lord.
"You didn't answer my question, Billie." I looked over at him, dead in the eye. He hesitated before he spoke.
"I mean, we could run away..."
"Pfft, yeah okay Billie. This isn't a movie. How would we do that?" I asked.
"I don't know, but I wouldn't give up without figuring out a way. I wasn't joking when I said that I love you." he replied.
I couldn't help but pull him closer to me by the back of his neck, slamming my lips against his in the process. I wasn't going to hold back anymore. I'm hopelessly in love with him. And he loves me back. What is the point of hiding it?
He laid me down on the couch and immediately connected his lips back to mine.
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My lips parted once his did and I felt his tongue battle mine for dominance. I let him have it. I liked it when he took control.
I felt him bite down gently on my lower lip, making me moan. He pulled away making me frown. He chuckled at my reaction. Then he pulled his shirt off and over his head, throwing it away carelessly.
"Okay, that's more like it" I smirked, making him roll his eyes playfully and laugh.
Moments later, we were both completely naked. He spread my legs and nestled in between them. I bit down on my lip in anticipation. Images of the last time we were together this way popped into my head, making me even more excited.
He hesitated again. Just like last time.
"You forgot a condom again, didn't you?" I asked, my voice was practically a whisper.
"Maybe..." he chuckled nervously. "..honestly didn't expect to be having you like this ever again. You're too good for me y'know."
"Please stop sweet talking me and make love to me instead." I replied bluntly, but with a smile.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
"Yes, I trust you."
He nodded. A moment later he pushed into me, making me groan and arch my back off of the couch in pleasure.
His green eyes bored into mine as he began to move. I let out a gasp.
"I love you Billie Joe."
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A/N: Y'ALL BEFORE EVERYONE FREAKS TF OUT, BILLIE PULLS OUT MMKAY!? MMKAY.
So, how are you? Was that subtle smut between your fanfic otp good or nah? MELINA FINALLY SAID SHE LOVES BILLIE JOE!!1!11!!!! I'm not the only one excited about that am I?
Sorry that this chapter was short but I figured I'd give you guys something because I may take a while to update the next chapter due to how swamped I am in assignments. So I'm sorry, but school comes first loves.
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