Happy ever after...not really! (Lucaya/Joshaya/Riarkle/Smarkle)

Chapter 20

JOSH POV'S:

When Miss.Hart say that to Maya I see disapointment on her face and angry feelings come all the way down her spine:

-The reason is that ... just forget it, why do you care anyway? (Josh)

-Because your my friend and you live me once and it hurts me and make me hate you,then I forgive you and now you will do it all over again...but this time I don't know if I can forgive! (Maya said letting a tear fall down her face)

-I have to do this,just understand... can you? (Josh)

-I can't,  I'm sorry but if you give a reason maybe I could! (Maya)

-I can't....the only thing I know is that my heart tell me to leave! (Josh)

-I hope you never say anything to me again because I won't be there... now follow your heart and leave my house! (Maya said screaming and tearing)

Josh leave my house, I felt emptiness in my heart and I started to remember the memories we had together. Why is he leaving me again? Did I did something wrong? Did I deserve this? Answer me because I'm really tired of my life.

JOSH POV'S:

Maya will never forgive me for leaving her again and I feel guilt for that. I was the one who told her to be with Lucas again and now I am jealous and as a boy who is used to run from problems....I will do that again just to not see them together. To not remind me of what I've lost.

I enter on my house and see my mother on the couch watching "Romeo and Julliet", I went to her and seat beside her.

-So what's wrong Josh? (Amy/Josh's mom)

-Just a fight with Maya....(Josh)

-Why? Tell me because I need to know!(Amy)

-Mom you that since I meet her I fall in love and we never really have been on a relantionship, once I run from my problems and leave her and she forgive when I came back, now I will run because I told the girl I love to be with a guy that I hate....What I am supposed to do? (Josh)

-Do you know one thing Josh? First you just live once, second Maya also love you and third enjoy it because you are not Romeo and she is not Julliet and even then their love was on top of everything! If you want to run....then run, but if you stay, fight for her show me that you are a warrior and for the person you love you do everything to have them with you. Now I am going to sleep...goodnight! (Amy)

My mother confused me, but even then I know that I should leave Maya. Fight for someone who doesn't love me, then why stay?

FARKLE POV'S:

Josh was leaving once again and my sister was broken by him again, I was too angry to even understand his point so I go to his house asking myself the reason why he is leaving.

I knock on the door and he opened to me.

-So Farkle,what are you doing here, this late? (Josh)

-I need to talk to you, shall we? (Farkle)

-Shure let's go to my room, my parents are already sleeping! (Josh)

As we go to his room, after I pass the door, I see everything packed. Empty frames, no pictures , no clothes, nothing....

-Josh I just want to know the reason why are you leaving? And don't tell me you don't have one because I know you do! (Farkle)

-You know that I love your sister and I told her to forgive Lucas and maybe get back together with him and she did, I can't pass my life seeing the person I love with the boy I hate...I'm sorry! If she don't forgive.... then maybe in our next life we were destinity to be together...(Josh)

-Right now my sister is crying on her room and it's not because you are leaving but also because part of her life is leaving with you, don't you see that? (Farkle)

-I don't care,my life or part of it will be here to, stuck forever and when my wife or my children ask for my friends or my brothers I will be proud to say your names, but even then I will not come back, now leave I have to go sleep my plane arrives early! (Josh)

-If is that what you want, then it's okay... have a good trip! (Farkle said leaving)

I get out of there because if I stay there one more second I think I would break him down just for him not to go,but is desire is too much to be broken by me.

Part of my childhood leave with him and will always be in my mind,our games, our secrets, our stories to tell everything will stay keep it and when is time to spreed then I will do it with pleasure! 

JOSH POV'S:

My alarm rang,this was the sound of a goodbye and a plane waiting. I grabbed my stuff and go ahead to kitchen where I see my parents already waiting:

-Son we are going down, we wait on the car don't take long....(Amy)

There I was on my house,or better my old house where are all my life and memories,maybe now it's time for others to have them. I get out of my house and stay parked when I saw a letter on the grownd written by Maya, then I saw a picture of us when we were little I forgot we have that...,I almost just wanted to stay there and do not leave but I have to!

I arrived to the airport and say goodbye to my parents, in the end I knew it that the moment I pull my feet on that plane everything was over and forgotten but that's what I did without looking back and regret it. After I take a seat I look out of the window and see Maya, she came beautiful as always, so did Farkle they were saying goodbye to me as if die on there lives.

The plane was already on the air and I thought it was the right time to read the letter...

"Dear Josh,......."