Chapter 5

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Justins Pov-

My eyes slowly opened when I heard shattering downstairs. I worried so I got up slowly, got my gun out of the drawer, and walked down the stairs quietly tip toeing. I was about to look in the living room when somebody tapped on my shoulder from behind.

"Hey"

I jumped around quick and seen it was just Jordan.

"What the fuck man! You scared me! I heard shattering and came down here? What the hells going on?"

"Mark and Bruce are raising cane." He said laughing.

"Why is it funny? And why are they throwing tantrums?" I asked sternly wanting to know my answer.

"A new gang." He said quite annoyed himself.

"What they called?"

"They dont have a name-Pathetic right! But we did some search on them and well they are tough bitches." Jordan said as though he was scared but I knew he wasnt because we dont get scared and by 'We' I mean me, Bruce, Mark, and Jordan and we are the 'Trouble Makers'.

"Yea, um.....they need to get this cleaned up because somebody might see the mess and you know.....wonder what the hell happened."

"Why? You got somebody coming over Justieee!" He said in a girl voice.

"Ya a friend." As soon as the word 'friend' left my mouth I kinda wondered."What are we?" I said in my head thinking between me and Makinsey.

"Ya a friend." Jordan said laughing in sarcasm.

"Yes Jordan a friend! Now shut the fuck up!"

"Okay dude calm done I was joking."

"Well I dont like joking!"

"Ok, ok I get it!" He said and then walked away. I walked into the living room and then Bam! I ran to the kitchen and Bruce was just sittin there with his hands on his head as if he was in pain.

"Bruce whats wrong? I now about the new gang but its not like we cant take em down a notch or two and show them whos boss."

"You dont understand! You never do Justin! The gang has sent us threats."

"What the fuck do you mean?"

"Why dont you see for yourself! There laying over there in that pile." Bruce said angry.

"They have evidence.....about almost everything. If we dont do something they will." Bruce said in hushed tone.

"Ok. Lets have a meeting this afternoon and figure it out. K?" I said.

"Yah yah. Ok. Are you going somewhere?"

"Yah I was plannin on it why?"

"Just wonderin."

"Ok? See ya guys later." I said as I walked out the door. "This was stressful and as much as I wanted to live this love life and normal teen age I couldnt because im just NOT normal. Im different and thats what hurts the most. I will never get to be normal." I said in my head until I reached Makinseys house. I got out and instead of opening the door I climbed up to her balcony. She was sittin there staring at something. It was a picture but I couldnt exaclty see. I moved closer and I the picture but not only that I seen a cut on her arm. Thats what killed me the most.

"Makinsey......." I said in dissapointment.

"Oh hey. I didnt see you there." She said confused.

"Why?!?" I kinda yelled.

"Why what? What Justin? What did I do?" She asked confused.

"Dont fucking act like you dont no what im talking about Makinsey!"

"Well sorry but I actually dont no what the fuck your talking about so stop yelling at me!"

"Your arm!"

"Oh" Was all she said as if it reminded her of a regretting part in her life.

"Why did you do it again!" I snapped

"It wasnt here recently so dont get mad. It was back when I hadnt even move here. It was back when..um.....my friend Test had......killed herself and I was really hurt." Makinsey said tearing up with a glimpse of water coming out of the corner of her eye.

"Im sorry.....i thought you did it because of me." I said

"No" she said. I walked over to her and pulled her chin to were she was looking straight into my eyes.

"I know that you just moved her and its like bam with the kiss but Makinsey we are moving to fast and we shouldnt have."

"I know."

"Its gonna hurt to just come out and say it but Makinsey.....I let my mind take over. I liked you and I wanted you. I was selfish. And thats what I did but I cant. I have things that you cant get involved in Makinsey....." I said in those words even though she knew what those words meant was "We cant be together".

"You really think with your ass Justin. You dont fucking get involved with a girl and then just say we cant be together!"

"Your right. I thought with my ass. I thought that I could be a normal teenage boy, and live in a love life with you but......I cant. My life is twisted. Im not normal and I never will be."

"Justin just leave. We both no we cant see each other so just leave." She said in a hurt voice. Then she said something that I didnt want to hear.

"I never liked you anyway" She said and then went to the bathroom. I wanted to run up to her and say I was sorry, to just live with her and no worries but she cant see my life. She cant see the real me so I did what she told me to do, I left. I got in my vehicle and left. I got home and I knew what had happened. The house was a mess. The new gang wanted this town. They wanted everything we had. But most of all they wanted a end. They wanted a end to us and blood all over there hands to show that they won. Thats what they wanted and clearly they just started World War III (3). I walked in to only be greeted with our enemy.

"Well, well, well. Seems that yall finally came out of yalls fucking shadow." I said in digust.

"You must be Beiber" A black haired man said.

"Why do you care!" I hissed

"Oh thats the thing. I dont care who you are or what you do. I just want you dead. You may not remember but im not just here to kill you. Im here for revenge! It wa-"

"What are you talking about, Revenge?" I said confused.

"If you would let me fucking finish!"

"Go on bastard"

"It was maybe....4 years ago when yall burnt down a war house. The fire caught threw the woods and ended up catching other houses on fire. It caught mine on fire and it killed my parents that I dearly loved. I was just a fourteen year old. I had no clue what happened until my uncle who was in a gang told me that it was you two shit heads. After he told me that everything inside me turned upside down. I used that hurt and changed it into hate. I wanted revenge for what you did to me, and my family. So....thats what I will get. Maybe not today but lets get one thing straight....I will kill you Beiber." He said with a smirk on my face. I felt sorry for him for a sec. A poor innocent boy had been a victim in our mess and I changed him into a cold-hearted person. Then the faze left and I knew that he chose to be it and that it wanst entirely my fault but guilt hit me everytime. I couldnt kill this kid and certainly wouldnt hurt him so I had to come up with a agreement.

They left and I was left standing there. I walked over to the kitchen counter and grabbed anything close around me and threw it. I stared out the window for what seemed like twenty minutes until I walked upstairs and got in the shower. I had just met Makinsey. For all I knew she could be some girl that had sparks in one kiss and then the next kiss, they would just be gone. I couldnt say I was in love with her because I didnt no if I was. Its just when I saw her I immediantly wanted her to myself but I cant and I never will. The only thing I can keep my mind on is my gang and the new enemy I guess you would call him. After my thoughts left I washed off and got out with a towel around my waist. I grabbed some sweats, t-shirt and got in bed. I fell asleep thinking about how I would have to face Makinsey tommorrow.

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