Chapter 34-
"Give it to me." Chaz whispers above me with a smirk playing on his lips.
"Nuh-uh." I shake my head, while holding my folder safely in my arms. Chaz seen me this morning with it. Of course he got curious, came behind me while I was writing, seen his name on the paper, and suspected that it was about him. So now he's trying to get ahold of it. Mostly by tickling me, but I will never give in. Most of the stuff in this notebook is about me, and Justin to be honest. Sometimes I feel like wripping it all out, but truthfully I'm not sure if I have gave up on him yet. I guess I'm still searching for the Justin I knew when we started dating. Part of me thinks that parts gone and that I should move on, but the other part doesn't. I don't no what to think anymore.
"Baby....." Chaz pleads trying to unfold my hands from the folder. He's trying to seduce me. Good try buddy! I hop out of his grip, and run down the hallway with Chaz right on my tracks.
"I'll get you!" I look back, and see him chasing me with a smile. I run into a room quickly not paying attention to who's it was. I lock the door, and put my back aginst the door, breathing very hard.
"Ummm?" I turn my head quickly to whoever had spoken.
"Shit. Justin!" I clutch on to my chest.
"Sorry, but you barged into my room." He was laying in bed shirtless aginst the board of his bed.
"I was running from Chaz. Why ain't you, and Caitlin sharing a room?" I ask with my eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
"You, and Chaz do?" He looks at me like I'm insane.
"Yea...it's normal. I mean were dating." I say with a akward tone.
"Not really." He mumbles looking at his phone screen.
"Me, and you did. What's the difference?" I question folding my arms.
"Nothing. Nevermind. It's just weird." He gets out of bed, and walks to his closet. I try to see if Chaz is still talking out-side the door, but I can't seem to take my eyes off Justin's abs.
"Like what you see?" He says with a smirk.
"Nope." I say popping the p.
"Yea...sure." He pulls on a shirt.
"Maybe when we were together, but now? Nahh." I shrug my shoulders, and then hear my phone go off in my pocket. It made my chuckle by the position I was in. The ringtone was 'I Don't Miss You At All'.
I laughed out loud, and Justin just rolled his eyes.
"Wait. Who sings that?" He asks.
"Your other ex." I mumble.
"Selena?" He asks.
"Yep." I say popping the p once again.
"I thought you were dating her? Last I re-called when I walked in on yall kissing. So what happened?" I ask in evil tone, and cross my arms. But then I noticed this was a bad topic, and I seen Justin flinch with anger.
"Would you just shutup. It's not any of your buisness." He steps in front of me with a glare, and I just glare back.
In this position it's so hard for me to stay strong, and confident. Believe it or not right now I'm far from mad. His eyes pretty much do that to you. He must of recognized that the anger vanished because the glare was replaced with a confused expression.
"Makinsey were over. Don't you get that." He says with a soft tone. That voice gave me flash-backs. Were over. He ended it not me. He said he would never leave me......
