Chapter 13
Justins Pov
"Family? What why?" Makinsey asks.
"Makinsey.....dont worry they will love you! Just like I love you." I say to here with my gentle smile.
"No, no, no they wont. I will make a fool of myself and ughh...." She says biting her lip while pulling lint off of her pants.
"Yes they will.....everything is perfect about you." I say pulling her over to me and putting my head on her shoulder looking at her hair.
"Cant we do this after my family leaves. I already have them to handle." She says.
"Yah, yah whatever." I say getting up and heading to the bedroom but she grabs my wrist.
"Dont be mad at me. Im not pressuring you to meet my parents." She says.
"Im not mad. I just dont understand why you dont want to meet them." I say with a light tone of anger. "You dont have a problem with Trents parents." I say in a whisper.
"Yes you are mad! I do want to meet them because there part of you Justin. I already told you last night that I love you and only you. Why would I not want to meet YOUR parents. I have to meet Trents parents! There my aunt and uncle for crying out loud." She says.
"Yea....or is it the exact opposite." I say meaning that maybe she dont want to meet my parents because she will leave or that she dont want them to meet her when she plans on running away with....Trent.
"What the hell does that mean?" She asks.
"Nothing. Im sorry." I say walking up to the bedroom followed by her. I sit down and look out the window but im soon afterward pulled to look in her direction.
"Justin why dont you believe me. Im not running away nor am I leaving you." She says looking directly into my eyes and then crashed her lips to mine very passionetly. I did trust her. I knew she wouldnt leave me but thats what every other person I trusted said. I know that I trusted her more than anybody but for some reason I didnt fully.
"Why? What will make you believe me." She says with a begging voice.
I look down because I have no exact response. I do have a response but its hidden and I cant find the words.
"Marry me." I say. "Not now or any time soon because I dont believe were ready but.....at least give me some hope to look forward to." I say looking up at her.
"W-What?" She asks. "Justin of course I would say yes but we dont control the future." She sighs "But I do know...if it was the future and you asked me that same question..I wouldnt have a single problem as to saying yes. And thats because I love you." She says leaning in closer to me and putting her arms around my neck looking into my eyes.
"I believe you but say the one word." I say getting on top of her.
"Yes." She says looking into my eyes with lust. I smash my lips to hers. I love her lips. They way they move in sync with mine. The soft feeling of them aginst mine. Everything about her is perfect. I pull apart.
"God I love you." I say breathing hard.
"I love you too." She says.
Bruces Pov-
I walked to my bedroom very slowly. Everything was so blury and dizzy. I remember being at the club last night and drinking a few beers but after that I couldnt remember a thing. I walked into my bedroom andlay down. I finally pass out with a feeling of sick and terribly dizzy.
MORNING
I wake up and head downstairs with a major headache to see Makinsey standing there fixing some pancakes.
"Hey baby." I say wrapping my arms around her
"Get off me!" She says pushing me away.
"Why?" I ask with a anger tone.
"Bruce you never liked me. You had a costume to put over you real self. Justin told me himself that you cheated on me so dont start you asshole!" I say
"Dont you speak to me like that! You slut!" I say smacking her. I didnt really care about my movements. All I knew was that I was dizzy, had a headache, and didnt like people calling me a asshole. She steps back with her jaw open and one hand on the cheek I slapped.
"You got alot of nerve smacking her Bruce!" I here someone say behind me and immediantly know who it is-Justin.
"You and lover boy back together?" I ask Makinsey with a evil smirk on my face about to take a swing at Justin but he moves back and Makinsey speaks. I take my gun out.
"Bruce.....whats wrong? You never acted like this until I came into the picture and now you and Justin are at each others back. If it helps I will leave and only have contact with Justin at my house but dont touch him!" I hear her say.
"No! He dont deserve you! He deserves the same hurt he gave his last girlfriend an-" I was cut off.
"Dont say it. We agreed to never speak of that."Justin says.
I ignore him."He always gets the girls with his smile, his body, and eveything but under that theres a murder, a killer. He actually killed his last girlfriend." I say with a sheepish grin on my face showing off Justins true colors.
"What?" Makinseys asks Justin. Justin looks down ashamed.
"I did it for her own good. Most of all....I didnt know she was there. I didnt know she was with the gang I planned on killing." Justin says trying to explain.
Justins Pov.
"Your stronger than this Makinsey! Dont believe Bruce!" I say to Makinsey and her eys fill with hurt, yet angered tears.
"Im still mad at you Justin, but Bruce.......I know Justin. I look into his eyes and see a good person. He may kill and murder but he is a good person. But you...." She laughs a evil laugh. "Your a terrible maniac! Justin would be the innocent dad killing to save his son but you would be the one killing for the fun of it....to hurt people!" She screams. Bruce points his gun up at her and I say the name that would lower his temper.
"Paul." I say walking around to Bruce. "He wouldnt want to see you like this...Bruce..your like my brother but....whats wrong? You have changed." I say with gentle eyes as Bruce lowers the gun and sits down with his hands on his head crying.
"Im sorry....Im sorrry!" He says continuesly."Im sorry.....Im sorry....Paul would be ashamed of me.........I fucked up........" He says. I walk over to him and sit beside him.
"Its ok Bruce...Its ok.." I say trying to calm him down. "You need to rest and calm down." I say pulling him up. He walks to his bedroom and lays down. I walk downstairs to look for Makinsey but shes not here. I knew she would leave. I dont know if she plans on coming back or what but I do know that I have alot of explaining to do.
Bruces Pov******
I try to be a good person. Theres not much for me to do.....Every move I make screws my life up. Every sentence, every step, and every whisper.....I dont deserve to have a life. I dont deserve to have mercy. All the things I have done....has led up to one big mess. I cause trouble to people I dont mean to hurt. As much as I would like to go to a mental hospital or some hospital to help me....I know the best way to fix this problem.....The solution to this problem......
Justins Pov*******
I had just walked out to get a breath of air when I walk in to a gun shot being fired in a room. I hope to god its not Makinsey....I run up the stairs to not see Makinsey at all......to se Bruce in a puddle of his own blood with a gun in his left hand. I run the other way and punch my fist into the wall with all my might. As much as I fought with Bruce...He was our leader.....he made this brotherhood/Gang. I pressured him to do this....If I hadnt spoke about Paul Bruce would be fine........"But Makinsey would be dead." I hear my thoughts say.
I walk into my bedroom and cry over and over. This is my fault..its my fault.....I lost a friend....but also......I lost a brother.
Authors Note: Its not that hard for me to write...this part but its most likely it wont make you cry unless you are a crazed fan of Liam Hemsworth. Well goodbye Character.....Bruce. Fare well.....! JUst to let yall know there might be new characters in the future! Help me figure some out. PLz comment and vote! :) Love ya buddies.
