Chapter 23-
Makinseys Pov-
Well im about to meet Justin Bieber. Guess you could say im a little nervous. I mean what if he hates me, or thinks im weird. Whenever I meet someone, I do as much as I can to make them like me 100%. Ecspecially a superstar. I was being dragged by my drunk bestfriend, Emily into the living room. Being nervous in natural for me, so I just hid my face with my hair, but then decided...he aint gonna meet me if my hair is in the way, so I lifted my head, and put my hair behind my ear. He looked kinda shocked, yet I dont know why. Maybe my face has too much makeup, or my highlights are ugly. Ugh! No need to back out now.
"What? Is there something wrong with my face?" I ask him.
"N-No." He chokes out.
"Are you ok? You need some water?" I ask nicely.
"Yes, please."He says more calmed. "Still the same ol Makinsey." But was probally just daydreaming, I mean who wouldnt, I just met Justin Bieber.
I walk to the small kitchen, grab a cup, and put some water in it. I walk back to the room, where Selena, Emily, and Justin remained.
"Babe, im gettin in the shower now. Ok?" I hear Selena ask.
"Y-Yah thats fine." He stutters. Man he must really not want to spend time with me and Emily.
"Justin are you ok?" I question. Apparently he didnt see me come in, cause he turned his head immediantly.
"Im gonna go to bed." Emily said in a very very drunk tone.
"Ok." I said but I think she had already passed out, and yea.....that fast.
"Wow, she is wasted." Justin says filling the silence. I jump a little forgetting he was there.
"Im sorry, im just terrible at meeting new people." I say and sit down on my bed.
"Its fine, I would be the same if I was in your shoes." Justin chuckles.
"Guess so." I sigh.
"So...." I say.
"So....." He repeats. Yet I dont know why this is so akward? I mean ya he is a pop star, but talking to Selena was normal.
"How are you and Selena?" I ask.
He laughs. "Good, considering me met today."
"Yea...why did you laugh?" I ask with a smile.
"Oh, nothing."
Justins Pov-
"Oh, nothing." I say. Yet what I was thinking of was the exact opposite. I was in a weird position when it came to this conversation. Makinsey doesnt remember me, so its probally easy for her. But, I do and that makes it hard. And I will tell you the truth....
When you ex, that doesnt remember you asks about your new girlfriend, why the heck would you not act nervous in a conversation.
"No, tell me." She insists. Come on Justin, Come on, come up with a lie.
"Well I just met her today, and now look at me and her. Now were dating." I say.
"That doesnt mean anything. I remember being in love. I dont remember lots about that, but some....Oh your probally wondering, um well....I lost my memory. Im still regaining my memory. I dont remember anything except for this and that." She says. Oh dear, what do I say to that. I already know. 'Hey im your ex and I want you back'?, NO! I mean I do, but I cant say that.
"Im so sorry." I act normal.
"Its fine. " She looks down. "Its just sometimes I wish I could remember. I knew there was a special someone in my life, but I cant remember him, or anything. I just have this feeling, that I had a serious relationship with someone. I guess instead of dealing with my memory loss, and just telling me who he is, he decides to forget me. I dont blame him though, I mean look at me. Im not really the type of girl a boy would want to kiss, at all. My breath has the scent of beer."
That hurt. She doesnt think I care? I do, I just think our past wasnt one to remember, and thats why I dont tell her. Why would she think shes not wanted. If I wasnt dating Selena I would jump over there beside her and just kiss her.
"Your worth something Makinsey. That special guy is out there. I know it, and sometimes he can be right in front of you, and you wouldnt even no it. He could be some stranger on the street, or a teenager walking around this college, but there is someone. I dont know if I love Selena due to the fact that I just met her, but I do like her. Somethings you just have to let go of. My best friend one told me, "If you love her, let her go."." I say and smile at Makinsey.
"I guess your right. Im just tired of being alone. I want to start my life, but I cant cause I havent even met the 'one' yet."
"Maybe you have." I sigh. "Maybe he was a kid at that party, that you didnt even talk to." I was leaving clues. She didnt talk to me at the party, and she has met me. But im not telling her who I am, she dont need to know. If she gets her memory, then thats great, but I dont know what will happen until that time period.
She smiles. "Your a great boyfriend. I can tell. The way you react to things." She says.
"Well thank ya, thank ya very much." I say with my Elvis Presley voice. Makinsey bursts out laughing.
"Dont....ever....do.....that." She gasps for air.
"Why? I thought it was pretty good." I pout.
"Oh dont get sad Bieber." She lets out a breath, then got up. "Im gonna go change. Get ready for bed." She starts to walk away but I have a grasp on her arm. I stare into her eyes and she stares into mine.
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Yea..." She answers with a sincere smile.
"Do you think that me and Selena, went to fast?" I ask looking down, then bit my lip.
"Dont do that." She says pointing to my lip. All of a sudden, a huge grin came upon my lips. I remembered when I was in the hospital and she said the same exact thing, yet she tended to do it alot also.
I was looking at my fingers and how scratched they are until I hear someone walk in. I realized who it was and joy filled inside of me. I didnt want to look her in the eyes because I knew it would hurt me so I just stared at my fingers, rubbing them, and biting my lower lip.
"Dont do that." She says quietly and gently like.
"What?" I ask with my low raspy voice.
"Bite your lip." She says looking at me.
I remember it just like it was yesterday.
"Yem mam." I say returning to reality. "Now answer the question, please." I ask.
"There is no exact answer I can give you. My opinion wont help you. But let me ask you one question." She looks down then at back at me. "Do you love her, and would you take a bullet for her?"
I wanted to say, 'No! I love you and I would take a bullet for you, and only you.' but I couldnt, plus I would take a bullet for my family also.
"I dont know." I say looking down.
"Then I cant help you. Justin, Im not saying, that if you dont love her, and that if you wont take a bullet for you, your not in love. Im just asking. Whenever I ever got involved with someone, I would ask myself that, and then whatever answer reflected back, was my answer." This is my chance to see if what me and her had was real! Im gonna ask her.
"The last person you dated....did you ask youself that." I ask with my eyebrows up.
"Yes."
"And what was your answer?" I question again.
"Yes and yes. Even though I dont remember him, I still have something with him." She says looking down, and then at the window.
She did love me. She doesnt know it was me, but I do. I have to wait. She needs to remember! I need her back.
"But anyway. Im gonna go get changed. You staying the night?" She asks.
"I dont know, probally not." I answer. "I need to get going anyway. But it was nice meeting you." I say with a weak smile.
"You to." She replys. Less does she know, that she has already met me.
(Authors Note: I know short chapter. So Makinsey doesnt remember Justin, and he just 'met' her. Hmmm? I wonder what will happen.)
