Chapter 14
Justins Pov
Black and Rain were the only subjects I could think about. Bruce may be the one dead but not only did he kill himself...he killed his gang. Without Bruce there is no gang. He made us who we are. Now we have to head seperate way to make a living or recreate a gang. I walked in silence over to the casket and cried. All the family around him was to but I had a bigger reason to cry. All of them could go home to their big house and live after this.....but us, me, the gang had to figure out our future with what we had left without Bruce. I noticed Makinsey was here for his funeral also but I didnt mind. I didnt need to talk to her. It would just make my goodbye harder. I dont really no where im going yet but I will figure it out. I didnt want to see this hurtful feeling anymore so I walked to my vehicle. Never the less right when I was about to get in someone grabs my wrist.
"Justin...." I hear a sweet loving voice say. I didnt have much energy to look up now so I just spoke.
"Makinsey leave....I cant talk to you anymore." I say looking straight in front of me.
"Why Justin? You are the one leaving now not me. You told me not to run away from you! And now look....your running out on me." She pleads.
"Life changed." I reply still looking forward because I know if I look at her that I will melt under her gaze. I didnt need to do that because I needed to leave her and walk away. Maybe one day me and her could walk up an aisle and say 'I do' but now, not even near now....would be the right time for this.
"Is this about what Bruce said?" She asks me. "Justin you already explained. I understand! If you were a drug dealer I would love you because thats what love is! No matter what the person is or does you love them! I dont care about what you do Justin....." She says but I look down for my keys to see them not there.
"Looking for these?" I hear Makinsey say and I immediantly know what she was doing. She wanted me to look at her and thats what she got. Plus she didnt want me leaving until we talked.
"Give me the keys Makinsey." I say with a tint of anger in my eyes.
"Not until you tell me w-"I cut her off. "Give me the dam keys Makinsey" I say with a light scream. I didnt realize what I was doing until I see Makinseys face like she was scared. But the faze swiftly left and her body overcame with anger, and hurt.
"Im starting to think that Bruce wasnt the one who changed. You are! Fuck you and our relationship. Bruce was right about your coverup costume...you are the devil in diguise and you need to go back to hell." She says throwing the keys at my chest and walking away. Those words hurt....I never knew she had the power to put some one down like that. I mean....I knew she was mad at me but that was some tough shit words.
I look down and pick the keys up because they had fallen down when she threw them. I glance up and Makinsey turns around from where she is standing.
"Have a nice life." She says and continues walking away. I turn my vehicle on and drive away crying and realizing that at the last minute peoples life can change. Paul was well.....Bruces brother. They were like PB plus J. I know weird but they were close. And........Paul risked his life for Bruce one time when we were on a mission to kill a gang. From that day forward its been hard for Bruce and now its hard for me.
Authors note: I know its really short but this was supposed to be short for a reason. :) Follow, vote, and comment or else I quit writing. :( LUv ya buddies.
