Chapter 8:
Makinseys Pov
Is it possible for somebodys life to turn upside down in a split second and drizzle down into a hole. A hole were theres no happiness at all, and you cant see out from the top because your soaking in your own tears. A hole were theres no love and no....life. It seemed like that to me even though metaphoringly speaking, I wasnt. I wasnt in hole though I felt like I was because I had no happiness and love, or life. You get caught in a mess and you cant get out because even if you try you bounce right back. I had no cl- (<She was distracted out of her thought)
"What are you thinking about?" the stupid man that put me in here.....Spencer. God how I hated him.
"Life" I replied in a tone that said-"Leave me alone dumbass" I would have said it out loud but then he would kill me.
"What about life?" He said with an soft yet annoying voice. Him and these questions!
"Obstacles" I said back and knew that it would anger him because I wasnt giving him a direct answer in his pleasing.
"Answer the damn question smartelic."
"I did."
"You know what nevermind. I hopefully wont have to deal with you later."
"Great." I replyed not caring enough to look at him. I just sat there playing with my finger nails until he walked out.-Thanks God!
As much as I loved Justin he didnt care enough about me so if I possibly got out I wouldnt walk up to him, kiss him, and thank him. Oh know.....he will have to plead and beg on his knees because I dont like players, or cheaters. He could save me from a tornado and I wouldnt thank him because the hurt he gave me, it hurt me worse than a tornado would have done. And I know how stong tornados are but thats how strong my love is. Be ready Justin.
Justins Pov.
"Hey baby. How you doin sleepy head." I heard. I was half asleep so I barely heard it. You know how sometimes you wake up and you forgot about the bad thoughts but then when you fully wake up you remember and you have to continue with your day anyway.....yah well thats what just happened. I thought that Makinsey was saying it but it wasnt. I still hadnt opened my eyes and thought to myself-"Fuck what did I do this time. Did I get in bed with another girl?" because people dont say "Baby" for no reason. I woke up and glanced up and well to my suprise it wasnt anybody. It was a dream. One....about Makinsey. It felt so real.
"Hey dude you ok?" Mark asked walking in my bedroom.
"Yea, yea just a great dream."
"If it was so great then why you acting so weird?"
"Because well.....I thought it was real. I thought nothing wrong had gone wrong in my life and that I was with that special girl."
"Makinsey?"
"You havent met her. How do you no about her?"
"Dude I go to school to. Im just not in your grade plus Bruce said he seen you with her some tim-"
"Wait what?"
"He said he seen you and her. But I dont know when and where because he didnt tell me anything else."
"Its fine. Thats all I needed to know." I said walking out of my room and to the living room looking for Bruce and as I expected he was there. He hadnt noticed I was in the room until I pulled him aginst the wall with my hand around his neck.
"Justin what the fuck are ya doin?"
"Its more like..What the fuck have you been doin? Hmm Bruce. Spying on me and watching where I go."
