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"If you hate me so much, just leave!"
She said, tears brimming her eyes.
"Fine! I don't need you anyway!" He yelled.
"Fine!" She agreed.
He got in her face, and whispered,
"I never needed you."
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"Fuck, Samantha." Ethan groaned.
But it wasn't the same.
It wasn't the same as her.
He wanted her.
He needed her.
But he couldn't go back to her.
So he broke her.
He wanted her.
He got her.
He loved her.
"Ethan!" She yelled.
He could still hear her moans.
"Fuck, Samantha." He said quietly.
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"Jesus, Cam! Go a bit slower!" She said, whimpering.
He went faster, harder.
"Stop, get off me Cam!"
"What?" He asked.
"It hurts. I need a break."
"Okay." He said, getting off her, obviously satisfied.
But it wasn't that she needed a break.
It wasn't the same as Ethan.
She loved Ethan.
She missed Ethan.
She needed Ethan.
They would always have strings, connected from their hearts.
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[Both together]
Did I do the right thing?
I love them.
"Fuck." I started crying.
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"Damn it! God damn it!" I screamed, punching my wall. I pulled my curly hair.
"Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!" I shouted.
And I mentally broke down.
"Damn it." I said quietly.
"Ethan? You okay?" I heard Gray shout.
"Fine." I said, wiping my tears.
"Fine." I repeated quietly.
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"You don't miss him?"
Yes.
"No." I replied.
"At all?"
Very much so.
"Not at all."
"Did you ever love him?"
I've always loved him.
"Never."
"Did you ever need him?"
I still need him.
"No."
"Okay."
"Okay." I agreed, and got up.
"Goodbye, Grayson." I said.
"Bye, Emily."
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v short bc I don't have time to write.
other chapters will be longer, promise.
