Guilt Ridden

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Coming back into our bedroom I was completely spaced out to the point that I didn't even think about being quite. I must of been walking quite loudly because I could see Ange start to stir slightly before looking up to me as he open his eyes. 

"Where did you go?" He ask me as he started wake up a bit more. Once his soft blue eyes met mine I was filled with more remorse then I thought I was capable of feeling.

"I couldn't sleep so I went downstairs to go over some work emails." I lied, it was way to late to be explaining everything that just happened to him. It seems that I always have an excuse for not telling him any of this and I don't think I will ever be able to. "I'm sorry if I woke you up." I told him as I got into bed next to him. 

"It's fine." Ange said to me with a smirk as he moved over to straddle my hips.

Looking up at him with the same smirk he was giving me as he did so. "What are you up to?" I ask him as I ran my hand along his thigh. 

"I thought I would help wear you out a bit." He told me. After he said that he lent forward and start to trail his lips down my throat. 

 With him bent over I had a perfect view of the bedroom door and I saw it creak open slightly, it was too quiet that I barely even caught it so I knew Ange wasn't aware of it. I continued to look at the door and not to short after that I was meet with soft blue eyes that could only belong to one person. I gave Ricky a soft smile and he nodded before walking away. Whatever it was that he needed could wait, I had to give my baby the attention I had been neglecting him of.

Once he was gone I had put my full attention on Ange and I grip his hips as his lips started to trail down my chest. I was going to make tonight along night for the two of us. Work and all other obligation the two of us had could wait. Tonight was going to be about us and reconnected. I had been so distant from him and I needed to it make up to him for that.

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I woke up to kisses being placed along my neck and I let out a content groan. Looking down at the person kissing along my neck I saw my baby and smiled down at him. "You're up early." I told him with a laugh.

"No I'm not. You're up late." He told me in a matter of fact kind of way. His words kind of came out mumble against me skin and it caused vibrations against my neck. 

"Well if were both getting up late maybe we should just spend the day in bed together instead of going into work." I said to him and he looked up at me with a soft smile. 

"I wish I could but I got a lot of clients today and I would rather not be that ass that cancels on them last minute for no reason." He told me as he got out of bed to start getting ready.He look at me as he saw I was making no effort of moving. "I'm guessing you're staying home?" He ask me, raising an eyebrow.

"Ya I think I'm just going to work from home today. I have nothing really going on at the office today anyways." I placed my arms behind my head as I watched him start to pull clothes out of our closet. "Plus I'm exhausted." I told him, letting out a yawn that prove that statement.

"Aw did I ware you out." He said to me in a mocking tone with a smirk.

"You did and I don't think I have been getting enough sleep recently either." I told him as I closed my eyes to let myself relax. 

"Then you should defiantly stay home. When you don't get enough sleep you get sick and when you get sick you complain why too much and I really don't want to deal with that." He told me and as much as I wanted to argue with him about that I couldn't because it was the truth.

"Do you know what you should do well you're home today?" He ask me sweetly. 

"What would you like me to do?" I ask him. No matter what it was we both knew I would do it if it's something he wanted from me and it would make him happy. Plus I still was filled with guilt and I need to do something to make it up to him.

"You could go look up and make reservation at a hotel because you did say you would take me away on a small vacation." I didn't even need to open my eyes to know he was smiling right now, I could hear it in his voice when he spoke.

"Of course baby. Also what do you say tonight after work I take you out for dinner?" As I spoke I open my eyes to look at him. 

He walked over to me so he was standing next to were I was laying. "I would love that." He told me with a smile as he bent down for a kiss. "I really have to go or I'll be late. I'll see you tonight." He said as he start to rush out the door. I let out a chuckle at how cute he was. 

Once I heard the front door shut I let out a loud sigh. Today was going to be a long day filled with many problems. I could already tell this and I hadn't even gotten out of bed yet. Hopefully I can get everything under control before Ange gets home tonight.

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