He Doesn't Know
By: Valerie BarnardHe doesn't know I like him,
He doesn't know how much I care.
Sometimes I think to myself, does he know I'm here?
He doesn't know how much I hide,
The feelings that I feel.
The way he talks to me, and makes me feel so real.
Sometimes I wonder if we will ever be more than just friends,
If we'll make it to the very end.
When I fall asleep at night,
I look up at the stars,
That he doesn't understand that he's my brightest star.
He is like a best friend or so he seems to think he is to me,
But does he know how much he actually means to me?
I really like him, and I don't know what to do.
What do I say to him, "I like you"?
I guess my feelings will stay inside,
I'll keep them hid away.
Soon enough he'll understand,
That I'm doing this cause I want him to stay.
I don't want to lose him, I couldn't picture it if I tried.
That deep down these feelings want out, that I try to hide.
I really am stumped, I just don't know what to do.
"Guess what? There is something I have to tell you. I like you."
Do I blurt it out to him? Or do I keep them hid away?
That someday alone, I'll find a way to say,
"I liked you, from the moment we met. Until this very day.
But sometimes I hide it, cause what good is it going to be to say?"
I think I'll just keep this all to myself, these feelings that I hide.
That deep down he changed my body, soul, and mind.
I know we'll only be, good enough as friends.
So, I'll have to deal with it until the very end.

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