Just Being Honest

Dear Goodbye

Song Lee's Older Brother In The MM
2 years later
Lee POV
It has been a hard two years for us. Nate and Joyce passing has been hard to deal with but we've been getting through it. To celebrate there death we wrote them letters. I also decided to write Donald and Hendrix one. We plan on getting together later on tonight and releasing the letter with a balloon.

My Letter To Nate
Dear Brother,
Forever you will be my brother no matter what the world has to say. You left your mark on me and I am forever grateful that I met you. Things haven't been the same since you left this. But I know it was your time so you had to leave. I will never forget you telling me love my self first. Because it always seems that I loved everyone else before I took time to love myself. We were always the closest out of the three of us and to not hear you tell me " Our Bond Lead A Way No One. No Matter How Far We Are From Each Other." That seem so sorrel now that you're gone. I got to tell you that I am finally completely happy with King. He really has been nothing but a great man to me. No matter how hard I try to front with him. He knows the truth behind it. This disease has been trying to conquer me but I'm being strong. I'm not letting it take over my life. I mean I have my favor up but I still fight it.

I really miss you but I'm glad to know that your at peace and have complete happiness. I will always love you.

Letter To Nate Ends
Life hasn't been the same but it going good though. I will always have the memory of them in my head.

JoJo POV
Life has been a little hard see that I didn't have Joyce or Nate in it. But it's been manageable because I'm surrounded by love. Like the love of Dusty he really showed he grew and changed. He stepped up with me to take care of Aaliyah and he helps Drew with the triplets. Shit I thought I would never go on after seeing those two get put in the ground. I mean I done had so many deaths in the last 5 years that it took a toll on me. But I still had Lee by my side to help me through it because he really the only one who knows my life completely.

I wrote my letter to Nate it was short but it got out what I needed to. I also wrote my letter to Joyce mainly telling her about Aaliyah and how she done grown up. I am happy now in life I mean I still have my days where the memories get me down but for the most part I'm happy.

Lee POV

Letter to Donald
Dear Donald,
You don't know how much I miss you. You were my first everything. I will always miss our friendship that we had too. I never had to worry about if you loved me or not because I did. I also know that you wouldn't have changed no matter how much I wanted you to. But I loved you and always will. No matter how bad you hurt me you found a way to make me love you. I could get real mad at you but you put a smile on my face. Everybody else told me I was stupid for you. Even Mama Hannah said that I was stupid for loving you.

Jay has gotten big and smart. He is to advanced for his grade there thinking about skipping him up again. I know he thinks about you all the time. You and Sandy. He asked why me and you weren't together when you left. I told him the truth mixed with a lie. I'm grateful to have him in my life everyday. He really the one that keeps me going besides my boyfriend. I always love to hear him call my name MaLee. He asked me if I get another child will I not love him. I just laughed and told him I will always love him.

I wanted to thank you for loving me and being in my life. If I didn't have you I wouldn't be as strong of a person as I am now. I wouldn't be able to love like I do now if I didn't have you.

Letter Ends

I wrote Joyce and Hendrix letter together.

5 Hours Later
We are preparing to go to the park to release our balloons and letters. Everybody showed up on time so we didn't have to wait. We all prayed and then released our balloons.

I started crying then it was JoJo. Then everybody else started crying. We had our cry session and then we ate food and just enjoyed our time together. While King, Drew, Dusty, and some boy played basketball me and JoJo played with the kids. Jay wanted to play a game he made up so we did. For the rest of the day we just had fun and shared memories.

Leland said " I got a surprise for you big brother."
I said " What is it?"

He turned me around and signaled for someone to come over. I turned around and it was my dad and two other people. Who I'm guessing are probably my brother and sister. I ran over to my father and gave him a hug.

He said " You a little to big for this buddy."
I laughed and said " I know I'm just happy to see that your out."
He said " Yeah I'm happy to be out of there and have my freedom."
I said " I bet."
He said " This is your brother Song and your sister Sonlug."
I said " Nice to finally meet y'all.
Song walked over and hugged me and said " You family little bruh we hug around here."
I said " Okay"
Sonlug said " Yeah it is nice to meet you."
She walked over and hugged me to.
Song said " You, Sonlug, and mom are twins."
I said" Do we?"
Dad and Leland said " Yeah y'all look exactly alike."

Me and Sonlug looked at each and then smiled. We do look exactly alike.

She said " Hey twin"
I said " How you doing twin?"

We both started bursting out laughing.

For the rest of the night I got to know my brother and sister. It was a beautiful day and I'm glad I'm living it.