Just Being Honest

Bars Shattered

Timorous In The MM
Two Days Later
Lee POV
I'm getting prepared for my date with Donald. I kinda of worried about going on a date with him. I'm not really over him and I don't know if I can handle seeing him. I only told Nate about the date because JoJo would try to keep me from going. I feel so bad not staying with Nate because he is going through hell right now. They sent out a warrant for Timorous arrest. Apparently he is on the run and trying to kill Nate. He was sending him death threats so they keep a police officer at the dorm. Drew has also been staying with him. I thought that was sweet considering he just met him. Fye be trying to act like he mad at me and don't want to talk to me. It be so funny because he can never pull it off.

It was getting closer and closer to the time of the date. I was thinking of every way to get out of this date ,but he was at the door with my favorite flower which are white roses and bird of paradise. He looked really good to he made me want to forget I'm mad at him. He handed me the flowers and I put them in a vase in water. I then walk back to the door. He then grabbed my hand and lend me to a car.

I said " Who car is this because I know it's not your."
He said " It's mine I saved up enough money and brought it with cash."
I said " Okay big baller trying to be like me but with a new Audi I see you."
He said " Naw I just loved your car and wanted it too."

The rest of the car ride was silent. I really didn't know how to feel about being with him. I started questioning my self if I am stupid or not. I mean I still love this nigga with all my heart. He really hurt me and I stayed with him time after time. But I'm good now I don't want to be with him anymore. I'm just doing this because this may be the last time I ever see him and I don't want to have any resentment or be mad at him. I wanted to be free of negative energy.

We pull up at this fancy restaurant and I'm amazed. I don't know who this man is that I'm with now. He held the door open for me to walk through. I'm trying to figure out who's man this is and what happened to my ex Donald. He got a reservation and everything. He laughed at me because I was looking like who are you? We sat down at the table and I looked at the prices on the menu.

He said " You can order what you want money ain't a problem."
I said " Who are you and what you do to get all this money?"
He said " I'm Donald and I've always had this money but with you I didn't have to show it off to get your attention. You wanted me for me and that's why I made it seem like I was semi-broke."
I said " Wow and Where did is the money coming from?"
He said" My grandmother owned a major company over seas and sold it. She then gave all the money to me."
I said " Were you ever going to tell me you had money?"
He said " I mean yeah. Because I had some money for you in chance something happened to me. You were my world but I fucked up and played with your heart. You gave me chance after chance to get right and love only you. I don't know what I was thinking trying to be a player. I should have known it would have caught up to me and you would get fed up."

I couldn't say anything because I was on the verge of crying again. I'm such a crybaby when it comes to love. This nigga broke my heart over and over. But I'm still crying over him.

He said " Please don't cry because I hate it when you cry."
I said " Now you know I am I crybaby when it comes to love or something romantic. What can I say I'm a pro love / romantic  person."
He said " I always loved that about you. You where the one to always believe in love when others don't. Shit considering what you been through I would of thought you hate love. All those people who broke your heart and didn't love y'all. "
I said " No I just took it as I wasn't meant to be with that family. It took me a long time to not get hurt out of it."

Our food finally came and we ate in silence. I was having fun again with him. We were friends before we were ever in a relationship. That probably why I loved him so hard because we had a friendship. I missed it because he was my best friend and we ruined it by getting in a relationship. Our story was the perfect love story until he started cheating but it's cool now. Now we can be friends again.

He asked " Do you want desert it's not a problem?"
I said " Yeah I'll think I'll have desert."

When the waitress came I ordered what I wanted and he ordered what he wanted.

He asked " Where you on a date when my baby mama seen you?"
I said " No he was a straight friend. We just want to go see a movie and hang out. He going through the same thing that I am which is a break up."
He said " Ohh okay that good that you making friends at school. Have anyone tried to talk to you yet?"
I rolled my eyes
I said " Yeah a lot of dudes have been trying."
He said " I figured."

Our desert came and we ate them in silence. I had a fun time with him.

He asked " Can you stay we me this one night please?"
I said " Yeah but we not doing nothing."

I felt stupid for agreeing to stay with him but hey he the first love so leave me alone. We got back to his house. I instantly went to his room and layed on his bed I was really tired. He also had a comfortable bed. Then I got to thinking he might of fucked others besides me on this bed so I jump off of it.

He asked" No I didn't fuck anybody but you on this bed. But the bed in my extra room I fucked everybody."

I rolled my eyes because I knew he was trying to repair our friendship. I looked over at him and it was over. I grabbed his face and started kissing. Then it turned to me being in his lap. I started ripping off his clothes and biting ear his ear. He to take control but still keep it. I kissed up and down his chest and neck. I noticed his member was on brick hard. He the only dick I ever suck and will only suck.

I took his pants and underwear down and got to work. I grabbed it and started suck slowly which always turned him on. I was so horny at this point that I didn't care about the problem we have. I get through suck his dick and grabbed a condom I am not getting anything from him. I put it on him and that when he took control. He layed me on my stomach. He started kissing my till he got my ass. He started eat it and his tongue game is the best. He be having me moaning uncontrollably and I be trying to run. He continued eating until he stuck his self in me.

He had a big and thick dick so it hurts every time his does. He started stroking in out getting deeper and deeper as I am getting used to it.

He said " Damn baby you still tight as fuck."

He was tired of being in that position so he wanted me to ride him. I think of Ciara song Ride every time. I started riding and throwing this ass back on the dick like a pro. Had him moaning and telling me to slow down for I make him cum quick.

We had sex for about 15 more minutes and then we both bust. I then came into reality of what I just did and had to go home.

I said " Can you take me home?"
He said " Why you wanna go home what I do?"
I laughed and said " You ain't do anything I'm just ready to go home."
He had an attitude now which was so funny.
He said " Man alright come on."

We got our clothes on and I kissed him one last time. Then we left and he took me home.

He said " I just wanted to tell you I love you and no matter what you will always have my heart."
I said " I love you too and have a safe trip call when you land so I know your okay."

I got out the car smiling hard. As soon as I walk into the house I'm greeted by a mad JoJo. I guess Nate told him where I was or he probably threatened it out of him. I started smiling and his mood light up. We all talk about what happened and they thought I was dumb for having sex with him. But he leaving and my feelings towards him are gone when it comes to our relationship.