Just Being Honest

One By One

Joyce In The MM
Two Days Later
JoJo POV
We all sitting in the boys practice. Dusty kept looking at me with his sexy ass. He better be glad I am faithful and don't cheat. I get a text from Ryan asking where I was at. I told him and next thing I know I see him walking in. I was thinking " Ohh shit I hope Dusty don't come up here and be funny because Ryan crazy ass will try to killer him." The boys practice was over and they started coming over to were we where sitting at. I was praying to god that Dusty didn't come over trying to flirt. But unfortunately he came walking over to me. I seen Nate, Lee, and Joyce look at me with worried eyes. I wanted to get up and run but my feet weren't moving.

Dusty sat down and looked at Ryan.

I said " Dusty this is my boyfriend Ryan."
Dusty said " Wassup you know you a lucky man with this one."

My eyes widen because I know Ryan is going to take offense to it.

Ryan said " Yeah I know what I got and I know how to take care of him. But thanks for the heads up though."

I changed the subject and said " When is y'all first game."
Dusty said " In October "
Ryan said " Let me talk to you for a minute."

I didn't know who he was talking to.

I said " You to me or him?"
He said " Nigga don't play with me. You know I was talking to you."

We got up and walked out the gym. I was nervous because I know he was mad.

He said " What the fuck was that huh? Your dumb ass cheating on me?"
I said " Why would I bring the dude that I cheat on you with to meet you? You should know me better than that I would tell you cheated on you. I wouldn't let you be looking stupid out here. I would never even cheat on you and to think you thought I would or had cheated on you."
He said " I'm sorry but you know how I am about you. I can't stand the thought of not being with you. Or you thinking about or even being with someone else."

I grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer to me. I kissed him and said " You don't have to worry about me trying to be with someone else I got all I need right here with you."

We stayed outside and talked for a while before we went back in the gym.

Nate POV
I really haven't wanted to leave the house since you know what. But I've had decided to come to there practice because Drew wanted keep an eye on me. He really been a good friend to me. He hasn't tried to be more than that. He really haven't even showed me that he did want anything else. I'm glad because I really don't want to get in anything for a long time. Timorous is still on the run. I think I know where he is though. I was debating on whether I want to tell the police or not. I mean I hate that this happened to me and I hate that he had to be the one to do it. Every time I think about it I want to cry. He the one I love the most but he hurt me so bad. I will never understand why he snapped on me like that. I try not to look sad because I know Lee will notice and try to comfort me.

I have a counseling session but my counseling is painting. I been painting like crazy. Every time I think of the situation I paint.

Drew asked " You good?"
I said " Yeah I'm good just thinking about stuff."
Drew said " Ohh okay."

There practiced ended and we went to get something to eat. I was glad to because I was starving. We all met up at IHOP. Lee looked like there was something wrong and I'm the only one who noticed it. I let everybody go in and grabbed his wrist and pulled him to the side.

I said "What happened?"
He said " They found Donald, his kids, and his baby mama shot. Sandy, Frank, and Him are dead. Jay the oldest is alive and hanging on for dear life."

He broke down crying and said " I was just with him and now he gone how could this happen. Why did this happen? I don't understand why you would kill a mother and her kids who probably did nothing."

This hit me hard because I was close with him and his baby mama. I started crying too this can't be reality. I can't believe this I hug Lee as we both stand out front and cry. We tried to get our self together the best we could. I seen that JoJo was on the phone and he looked sad. Ryan must be telling him the news. He looked at us and tried his best not to cry. The boys really weren't playing any attention to what was going on. We sat down by JoJo. We tried our best to hold it together and not break down and cry. I could tell that Drew knew something was up because he kept looking at me. I'm still in shock that something like this happened to Donald. I mean I know he wasn't the perfect person but why kill him and his family. We got done with our food and left out of IHOP. We really needed to go home because this was a bit to much.

Drew asked " Is everything okay with y'all?"

We didn't say anything. I know Lee is taking this hard and wants to cry right now. But instead he is being strong and trying to hold it together. We got in our cars and went back to the dorms. Drew went back with Fye so he didn't stay with me. It was just the three of us. As soon as we got out the car Lee started crying again. We went in our dorm and sat on the couch.

Lee said " I don't understand why someone would do that to them especially the kids. How can you be that heartless and not care about a child life. Now his 8 years old son has to grow up with out his parents and his little brother. Damn and we just talked about if he died. We talked about it because he has money put up for me, Sandy, and the kids. He must of known something was going to happen. I shouldn't have let him leave now gone."

I said " Who is going to get Jay?"
Lee said " Mama Hannah is going to get him."
I said " We need to fly out to New Jersey because you know his mom needs us. We were like her kids too."
He said " Yeah I know that Sandy mom is going to want to see you and JoJo."
JoJo said " Yeah she we were the closest to her. I don't know how I am going to handle this."

Back Story- Lee met Donald first and they became best friends. Donald and Sandy were born in New Jersey but Donald dad took him and moved to Ohio which is were we where born. Sandy mom and daddy moved to Ohio because of family issues. JoJo and Nate met Sandy first and they became best friends. But when we all hung out one day at the age of 12 years old Sandy and Donald had sex. ( We were only 10 at the time.)She ended up getting pregnant with Jay. Sandy and Donald stayed together until they were 18 years old. That when Donald confessed his love for Lee. Basically Sandy mom doesn't like Lee because she said he confused him and he would have still been with her daughter. -

We all tried to go to sleep but it wasn't working.

Lee POV
I cried the whole night I can't believe I lost my friend and someone I loved. Sandy and I weren't best friends but we were friends. We could hang out and have fun with each other. It's sad that they had to do that to them. She was pregnant too they need to burn in hell for what they did. I went online and booked our flights to New Jersey for the afternoon tomorrow because I have to tell the school why we won't be there.

It's all so overwhelming and I don't understand why it happened. I mean he wasn't perfect and he had enemies I know none of them would do this to him. Damn why does this hurt so bad.