On The Run (completed)

Chapter 4

Beyoncé's POV

I couldn't help but feel a little sad. Jay and I have known each other for so long,we both like each other,hell love each other. Saying that to him and him replying back with it made me wonder why we're not together? I would love to get with Jay right now,I know he doesn't play with girls bur from previous relationships I'm so fucking scared to commit to another guy,I want to ask Jay what his motive would be but I'm way too scared to even bring it up.

I sighed heavily and closed my eyes,just resting and thinking about Jay and I. I guess he could sense I was a little uneasy and spoke up. 'You okay ?' He said turning to me and laying on his side. I had to tell Jay what was on my mind,this is going to be a long journey and I want us to be on the exact same page at all times. I love this man to death,I want to know what he wants from me.

'Actually there's something on my mind I need to tell you about' I said looking at him with my eyes a little glossy. 'What's it about?' He said looking at me knowing I was going to cry. 'Us' I said taking a breath before I spoke up again,he remained silent but still looking at me.

'Jay,I love you,I've always loved you,you've been the best man to me in my life,you treat me right,you respect me,make me happy,make me laugh, I genuinely want you around me all the time. I know you feel the same,I been knowing you've felt the same,the way you look at me,the way you treat me with such care,I admire that,so much. I always wonder why we haven't gotten together yet,but today I couldn't help but think about how much it scares me to be with another man.' I said pausing and taking a breath letting tears fall from my eyes. 'It's okay Bey,take your time' he said rubbing my hand with his thumb making me relax a little.

'From my last experiences with guys,they've always disrespected and treated me like shit,I continuously fear that the next man I be with will be the exact same. I just want to know what you want from me.' I said choking up and wiping my tears. I turned to Jay who had the most angelic look on his face,looking at me with such sincerity.

'I don't want a single thing but love from you, I love you,I know you're afraid,hell I am too,my last chick cheated on me and I don't know if I could go through that again,it shot my ego down. But knowing I have such an amazing woman in my life brings my faith back in women. I really love you. I'm not like those guys,I was raised right,I want nothing but love and honestly from you Beyoncé' he said,it made me feel a whole lot better and a whole lot wetter too.
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Jay's POV

'Can I be one hundred percent honest with you right now?'She said biting her lip. I didn't know what to expect to come from her mouth,I was scared as hell though,she sat there flaunting her body looking all seductive and shit.

'Sure' I said disregarding all my thoughts. 'It's taking me everything not to kiss you right now' she said giggling showing her beautiful dimple. To be honest I felt the same,this woman had ties over me,I had no idea how.

I did the unexpected which we both expected and leant in a kissed her. We nibbled each other's lips softly,closing our eyes and forgetting about everything,all our worries and concerns. She found her way on top of me deepening the kiss. She leant down further practically laying on top of me wrapping her arms around my neck. We began making out roughly,our tongues were wrestling with each other's. I squeezed her ass and she moaned in my mouth making me hard as a rock. After about 10 minutes of kissing I felt a tear trickle down my face,not my tear though.

I pulled away from the kiss and looked at Beyoncé who had tears in her eyes and was looking down at me smiling. 'What's wrong?' I said brushing her tears away with my thumb. 'Nothing at all,you make me feel safe,happy,beautiful,I'm crying because this is finally happening,I really love you Jay' she said kissing my lips before pulling away again. 'I love you Beyoncé' I said as I placed my hands on her lower back. She giggled but then soon smiled warmly at me. 'I love you too baby' she said as she got off of me and laid down next to me. I lifted my arm up for her to come underneath me and she cuddled against me.

I was in the most comfortable position of a life time. I love this woman to heaven and back. I was staring at the ceiling thinking about how this changes everything between us. 'Bey,you know this changes everything right?' I said still looking at the ceiling. She turned my face to hers and spoke softly, 'I do,but for the better baby' she said looking into my eyes. I smiled at her knowing she was practically mine but not officially. 'Goodnight baby' I said looking at her,I couldn't help but smile and cheese when I saw her glow. 'Goodnight baby' she replied planting a kiss on my lips before closing her eyes. This is going to be an interesting journey.
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