Lost

Nothing But Love

A/N So! Third chapter!!! This one is my favorite by far...
I wake up on an unfamiliar bed. Head pounding... eyes hurting... I look around... I look at the floor and see Jack laying there... I sit and stare at him. His hair laying over his eyes. He was so... cute...
I sat up, witch just made the throbbing in my head worse. I stood up and walked to the bathroom. I turned and looked in the mirror. I started having a flash back.

*Flash Back*

"Why the hell would cut yourself!! I cant believe you did this?" My mom was screaming from the top of the stairs. "You don't understand anything. You don't even pay attention to me anymore!!" I scream back. "I don't understand... i don't understand! You son of a bitch! I perfectly understand everything!" she glared down the stairs holding up the razor blade. "You understand you just called your self a bitch right! and it's my body... I can do whatever I want to!" I screamed at her, more fierce! "Get out... GET OUT! Don't come back either" She points to the door. I run up the stairs and push past her,yelling "Right after dad died, this is great, you probably will be better off alone anyway." I packed my suite case and called Jack.

*End Flash Back*

I shake my head to rid of the thoughts. I walk back into the bedroom to find Jack leaning on the bed talking on the phone. "I know... yes Felix I know. Bye" He looks up at me. and walks over. "Hi mark! you OK?" he asks. I really didn't want to tell him everything that was going on, so I lied. "Yeah I'm fine, just getting ready for school. What were you talking to Felix about?" I look at his eyes, crystal blue with green flecks. "He was just asking if I told you that he still wanted to be friends and you know... I was just telling him what happened, and he told me to tell you that he was sorry and that he feels for you." I sat and stared at him for a while. "Oh ok, well I'm going to get ready for school. " I go over to my suitcase and dig through. I find a black hoodie and some blue skinny jeans with two holes in the knees. I slip them over my green boxers, that closely resemble the color of Jacks hair. "Hey Jack do you have a brush I could borrow?" Looking over on the counter in the bathroom I see one. "Yeah there should be one in the bathroom somewhere." he told me, a little too late, because I already had the brush in my hand while he said that. I combed through my red mess, and put a beanie over it, leaving only red hair visible. "So Mark, how'd you get kicked out of the house?" he asks me. To be honest I didn't want to tell Jack the truth, so I lied."Uh... my mom was just done with me, I mean after all I am eighteen!" The lying hurts. I walk out of the bathroom after fixing my hair. Jack is already dressed and ready with his backpack and books.  "You ready Marky?" His chirpy Irish accent back, not the raspy tone. "Ya I'm ready, lets go!" I say as we walk down the stairs to the door. "Bye ma!" He called out while walking out the door. "Bye sweetie! Be safe!" She yells back. We start slowly walking hands in our pockets. I feel another shoulder touch me. I quickly turn and see Felix. "Hey Mark, Jack, how you guys doing?" Felix says. "I'm fine, just overwhelmed!" I say, Jack says the same, just in different words. "Oh well I'm going to help you through this Mark..."  In my head I think 'He's just trying to get back with you... you don't want that' I turn to Felix and say, "Thanks Felix, but I have Jack to help me. If I need you I will get you. Ok?"
"Alright, just know that I still love you Mark... even if you think I don't." I see the sympathy in his eyes and hear it in his voice. "It's ok Felix, I'll be fine!" I look over to Jack and see him, just staring of into the distance. "Jack... Jack you ok?" I ask him, nudging his shoulder. He turns his head and looks at me. "Yeah I'm fine, just zoned out for a minute." I could tell something was getting to him. "Jack your not ok... what's wrong?"
"I just am a little tired..." he gave me a look like he would talk later... probably when Felix is gone. "Uh... I'm gonna go... see you dudes later!" Felix says, walking into the school. Me and Jack walk over to the side of the building... "Jack what's wrong?" I ask
"Mark... I feel like you... not like a friend, I think... Mark I th— I think I'm in love you! And seeing you with Felix makes this feeling of jealousy appear." Jack was now shaking, with fear I presume. I stand in front of him, our noses inches apart, our lips meet, the kiss didn't last long, Jacks lips were softer than I thought. I released... I looked at him and gazed into his eyes.
"I love you too Jack! I grab his chin and go in for another short, passionate kiss.
"C'mon, let's get to class!" I thought to myself while we were walking down the hall... 'Does this mean that we are boyfriends now' While me and Jack walk to our class, I ask... "Jack, does this mean we are a couple?"
"I guess it does.. heh." He smirks at the thought.  We take our seats in class.  The teacher started to call role.
Teacher: Matt?
Student: Here.
Teacher: John?
Student: Here.
Teacher: Seán?
Jack: Jack... not Seán... Jack.
Teacher: Mark?
Mark: Here.
Teacher: Screw it.... who's gone??
Students: Nobody!!!
Me and Jack start messing around. Passing notes to kids we don't like...
on it they said things like "Faggot." Or "ho... go fuck someone"
"Passing notes are we now?" The teacher asks as he swiftly grabs one of the notes out of our hands.
"How many guys have you fucked?" He read aloud to the class... me and jack chuckle. "Out now!" The teacher yells to us. Me and Jack walk out of the class, and go out the front doors. We chose to skip school the rest of the day. Me and mark walk over to the bleachers on the football field. We walk under them. I rest my forehead on Jacks. I look into his eyes... my lips hit his small soft lips. We kiss for about three minutes, breaking the kiss a few times to catch our breath. "I love you Mark..."
"I love you too Jack..."
I smile into another kiss, and break it to speak. "Do you want to come home with me?" Jack asks. "Yes let's go..."
we walk home holding hands. When we get home, I sit on Jacks bed. Him next to me, I finally feel like I am whole again... like nothing could ever break this bond that we have. I fall into a sleep like no other, and Jack too. We slept all through the night, when we woke up in the morning... we just payed there, lost in each other's eyes.
"I have a feeling we aren't going to school today." I say to Jack... all he does is nod, and lay his head back down on my chest. Let's stay like this forever.
A/N so I love this one... hope you do too, the next chapter will be up on Saturday... thank you for reading, and I will see you guys in the next chapter!!