Reasons [Lashton]

Chapter 6{**}

Ashton's(POV)
Luke kept trying to talk to me but I would just look at him then back down. Finally lunch was over and there were only 2 classes left before going home.
(TIME SKIP)
I got down the bus with Luke behind me but usually his stop is after mines. He then starts walking next to me rambling about penguins and how he loves them. I stay quite admiring how cute he looks. My house is next and my dad is not home since his car is not there. Luke stops and asks if he could come. I hesitated so much but gave a small nod. His eyes lit up and he smiled at me. I returned the smile. What is going on with me why didn't I just say no? Oh wait you like him and can't even speak. I opened the door and let Luke in. I just walked up stairs with Luke following me around. He stood there awkwardly. I opened my mouth but wasn't able to form words so I closed it again. He asked if he could sit down and I gave him a small nod and he sat on the edge of my bed. I went to my restroom and changed. I came back out and Luke was on his phone. He was using his phone and I was just awkwardly sitting. Luke then stared asking in the phone to a pizza man. I think. A few moments later the doorbell rang. I got down Luke behind me and when I opened the door stood a pizza man. Luke gave him the money and thanked him. I closed the door and Luke set the pizza in the counter. He offered me some and I declined. He asked me if I ever eat. I just walked upstairs and laid on my bed. Seconds later Luke came in with the pizza box in his hands and offers me some again and I declined. He sighed and said asked if we could watch a movie. I just shrugged and pointed to the remote. He turned on Netflix and put Mean Girls on. I raised an eyebrow at him and he giggled. Omg he giggled what the heck he sounds so hot and adorable. Okay that's just weird.

Luke's(POV)
I was watching a movie with Ashton and my phone rang. I told him I would be right back I went downstairs and accepted the call. It was my mum and she asked me where I was. I told her and then she said she had to work late and no one else would be home so if I could stay at a friends house unless I wanted to stay home alone. Hehehe home alone😏. I told her that I would stay home with a friend because I'm not about to stay home alone. I asked Ashton if I could stay since Michael and Calum are not home. He stayed quite for a while. He opened up his mouth and said a small yes. Wait what he actually spoke. He looked at me with wide eyes and covered his mouth. I was confused as why he did though. At least he talked to me. I asked him if I could borrow some clothes he walked over to a drawer and took out some pants and shirt that looked way to big for him. I took them out of his hands nicely and went to the restroom to change. I knew if I changed in front of Ashton he would feel uncomfortable and I couldn't risk that. I came out and asked if he had a toothbrush and pointed under the sink. I thanked him and closed the door again. I open the sink drawer and saw the toothbrush I reached for it but felt something sharp. I took a closer look and saw that there were small blades. My eyes widened and I though why would Ashton have those. I thought for a long time but was cut off when I heard a knock. I told Ashton I would be done in a second and heard the footsteps fade. I brushed my teeth and got out. Ashton went in and came out later. I noticed he was wearing a big long sleeves. I told him if we could go down to the kitchen since I needed something to drink. He walked downstairs and looked at me. I just told him water and he nodded. He reached up for a cup and his sleeve rolled down and then. I saw cuts Ashton cuts himself and I can't believe it. I was trying not to cry because it hurts that I like him so much and he is doing this to himself. He turned to look at me and his own eyes widened when he saw me crying. I told him I wasn't and he raised and eyebrow at me. I guess he didn't notice that I saw. The only problem is that I want to tell him and help him. But how if he is only going to push me away. He gave me a cup of water and I thanked him. After finishing it we went back upstairs. I put on a scary movie and he looked nervous. I smirked to myself 😏 and sat next to him.
(TIME SKIP)
The movie ended and Ashton was trembling with his head on my shoulder. I went to the restroom and came back out. Ashton then gave me a paper that read "plz don't mind sleeping on the floor but srry". I gave him a small nod and he just gave me a tiny smile hardly visible but it was still a smile.