Reasons [Lashton]

Chapter 12{**}

Luke's(POV)
I didn't see Ashton the rest of the school day so I mostly hung out with John. It was finally time to go home. Once I walked in I went to go check up on Ash. He was asleep so I walked out. I was supposed to take Ashton on our date today but John asked if we could hang out besides Ashton was asleep. I changed and agreed to meet John at the skating rink. I didn't know how to skate so he helped me and we had a lot of fun. Before going back home. John got a grip of me and presses his lips to mine. I gasped and he apologized. I told him it was okay it was one harmless kiss plus Ashton doesn't need to find out right? Once I got home I heard soft crying coming from Ashton's room. I walked in when I tried to hugged him he flinched. I gave him a sad smile feeling guilty but I don't want to hurt him more. I tried pressing a small kiss to his lips but he got up and walked away leaving me confused. I decided to call him since he left a few minutes ago. I called but I heard his ringtone. I looked around and saw that his phone was laying on the bed. I was worried but soon I got a text from John. I decided to give Ashton some time to calm down I mean there is no reason for him to be mad. John and I were talking when I heard the door to Ashton's room close. I knocked on his door. A few seconds later he opened I asked him what's wrong and all he said was John. He explained how he got my phone to get Mikey's number and how he saw the messages with John. He started sobbing so I comforted him. After a while he wasn't mad anymore. We got ready for sleep and he said he wanted to sleep alone for today. I just nodded and said goodnight heading to my room. I laid down and saw that I had a message from John. I was tired but wanted to text him. I knew I would be sleepy the next day. It was worth it...so that's what we did all night.
(TIME SKIP) Saturday  Morning
It was official I was cheating on Ashton. There was no school so Michael and Ashton and me were going to be hanging out. Then John wanted to see me. I pretended to be sick so Michael and Ashton were going to go to the mall and shop for Michaels cousins present. Calum was with Mali Koa. Soon Ashton pecked me bye and met Michael outside the house. A few minutes later John sneaked in. He got on top of me and started kissing me roughly. I let out a small moan and he kissed me harder.

Ashton's(POV)
I was walking down the streets with Michael but forgot that I had to return something at the mall. The mall wasn't too far so we wanted to walk for a while. I rushed home with Mikey right behind me. I quietly went upstairs not wanting to disturb Luke. I heard small moans coming from his room and opened the door. I saw him and John, John was on top kissing shirts off and grinding. Luke was kissing him back. Michael screamed "WHAT THE FUCK LUKE ARE YOU KIDDING". Luke shoved John and tried to get a hold of me but I moved away. I packed a few clothes and Michael helped me saying I could stay at his house. John was still here and just smirked when I walked out the room. "Baby please ju-". Before he continued I said "No Luke it's over we're over I'll come back for the rest of my stuff tomorrow". With that I walked out following Michael. I woke up Sunday morning feeling sad and dreadful. Calum was home since Michael went to the mall because we were not able to go yesterday. Calum offered me breakfast so I ate. A few minutes later I threw up. I then cut my arms wincing since I still had the ones from a few days ago.

Please don't hate me. I promise it will get better just not yet.