Reasons [Lashton]

Chapter 7{**}

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Ashton's(POV)
I feel bad for making Luke sleep on the floor but I just don't feel comfortable sleeping with him. I was falling asleep when the other side of my bed dipped. I froze but then heard Luke say "I don't like the floor and it's cold". I relaxed a bit trying not to think of it too much. Then he pulled me close to him and I fell asleep on his chest. I woke up at 2am sweating. Mumbling I took of my of my hoodie and fell back asleep.
(TIME SKIP)
It was already 10am and I wanted to get out of Luke's grip and go brush my teeth. Sadly, I failed and woke him up. He gave me a small smile and said "good morning". I said good morning and he let go. I brushed my teeth and went downstairs. After Luke came and brushed his teeth. We were downstairs and pointed to the food if he wanted do eat anything. He pointed to the pancake mix at the top of the shelf. I reached for it but didn't succeed so then Luke grabbed my wrist not purposely. I wince and he noticed I pulled away quickly and his eyes widened as mine did too. I ran upstairs and locked the door and cried. Luke knocked on the door but I didn't open. After crying for a few minutes it was silent. I opened the door and Luke was sitting by at the other end. When I opened it he looked at me. I wanted to close it again but he stopped me. He just said why and I looked down crying again. He hugged me and walked towards the bed. After crying again I pulled away and saw him crying as well. He then looked at me and kissed every one of my scars causing me to cry more. He then gave me a cheeky smile and I gave him a warm weak one. He then asked me why again and for the first time I talked to him without being afraid. I told him everything even about my eating disorder. I don't know why but it just felt right. In the end I broke down all my feelings came out and I cried and sobbed. He didn't care he just held me closer. Occasionally whispering sweet nothings in my ear. I then asked him why he didn't judge me. He closed his eyes and said because "because I like you a lot and I have for a very long time and i can't push my feelings away and god dammit I can't get you out of my head". My eyes widened as I was blushing and he looked at me and then he looked down at his fingers.

Luke's(POV)
Hell I was terrified of getting rejected by Ashton. He said my name so softly barely audible but I heard it. I looked up at him. He took a deep breath and said "I like a you a lot too". I smiled at him and gave him a kiss not full of lust or rough just gentle and passionate. We pulled away and processed what was going on. Then I remembered his cuts and his dad and his eating disorder. I told him "live with me please my mom won't mind please I want you to be safe and I want to be with you and take care of you what do you say?", I was crying and he also has tears streaming downs his face. He nodded and I kissed him. We were kissing and I laid him down deepening the kiss. I was still being gentle with him due to how fragile he is. We pulled away and I smiled at him. He returned it and I could tell it was an actual happy smile. "We should go eat first please at least try for me". He gave me a small kiss on the cheek and gave me a tiny nod. I led him down to the kitchen and made pancakes. I only gave him one knowing he isn't well. I added a small amount of syrup and gave him the plate. As for me well I got four knowing I won't be able to finish them all. I sat down across from Ashton and motioned for him to eat he took a few bites but them ran upstairs to the bathroom. I followed behind him and he was barfing. He got up and washed his mouth. He looked at me and apologized with a few tears. I wrapped my arms around him and told him it's not his fault. We went back down
This time I cut a banana into small pieces and told Ashton to try eating those. He nodded and put one in his mouth. He only ate 5 pieces without throwing up. I understood. I told Ashton to pack a few things and little by little we would take his things to my house. While he packed I called my mom. She hesitated but then I told her why and she agreed. Also she said we had to go to the police and file an abuse claim. Since Ashton is still only 16. I told her okay and soon I called the Malum team to help us pack and move the things in. I heard them cheering on the other end. This made me chuckle and then Mike said "finally". It was getting late and we only needed a few more boxes. We decided to finish tomorrow. Malum went home which left me and Ashton. We drove back to my house and my mom was making dinner. I turned to Ashton and told him "you don't need to eat everything just a small bite here and there please". He smiled and nodded. I was going to ask him out on a date after dinner. I was planning to take him bowling. I didn't want to go to a restaurant because I knew Ashton might not like it. Well that's if he says yes. Which I hope he will.

Well that was longer than usual. Umm... I was thinking of writing smut soon but... I don't think it will be the best but I will try writing it since it will be my first time actually writing smut so ya bye. Hope you like the story.