Déjà Vu

REESE "Waiting On My Time" • Chapter 13•

Today was Jye ite for it to be a slow day. I seen my daughter earlier today bout time her mother wasnt being petty. Its been an okey day if you ask me. Cam just hit my fone talkin bout he wanna link to chat about some shit right quick.... so that was my next move...

After linking widd Cam we chatted about sum business shit, then decided to grab something to eat. After pulling up to Cookout, I just so happened to see Montana and a couple of his nigguhs in the parking lot. I couldnt stand the site of his bvtch ass... just the fcukin thought of him laying up with my future wife had me fuming.... my shit was hot. Rite in mid thought Cam snapped me outta my trance....

Cam: ayeee aint that Karie lil nigguh over there?🤔

Me: yea thats his bvtch ass && them lacking ass nigguhs he always with

Cam: ayeee wossop widd dem nigguhs? Dey aint out here purpin on you or no shit like dat is dey?

Me: nah dem bvtch ass nigguhs dont want no smoke....

Cam: Just let me kno if any of them nigguhs get outta pocket widd Yu....

Me: Im not worried about none of them nigguhs... yu already kno wat Im about... && he better enjoy his lil time widd Karie.... cuz thats all me... Im just Waiting on my time.

Cam: Yea ite just say the word.... ayyyee wat these nigguhs keep looking over here for anyway do they kno you or something?

Me: Im sure Montana knows my MF face Karie aint never gon be over me... My face was prolly all over her place when they started dating....

Cam: yea dat nigguh gotta kno sumthang... yall was in wayy too deep for him to not kno anything...

Soon as I was grabbing my food Stacey called me... I ignored her the first time cuz I had a lot of shit in my hand but then she called rite back... so I picked up...

Stacey: Reese My mom is here and we're on the way to the hospital...I think Tootie is having an allergic reation to something and she vomitting really bad && breaking out....

Reese: What hospital? and I'm on the way....

After gettin off the fone with Stacey my heart was shaking... I dropped Cam off back to his car and shot up to the hospital.... by time I got there everything was better and my baby looked like she had calmed down.... My poor lil boo going thru it right now her face all red and Puffy.... After Running a few test and really finding out what caused the break out my Tootie butt was prescribed her prescription && released to go home... I stuck around at Stacey house for a Lil while just to make sure my baby girl was Good and then I went back out to handle business. My Baby girl means everything to me && I want nothing but the best for her, I want her to have that big beautiful family picture... to wake up Every morning with a mommy and a daddy present at the same time.... but I just could never sacrifice that with her mother ever again... I tried for sooooooo long && I was miserable everyday.... I never wanted a Blended family when I was growing up.... but my dad was never around && my mom's new husband always made things work for us...&& I really think a blended family is what I'm going to have to do in order for me && her to be happy.... I'm more than sure her mom will find someone to be happy with. Everything dealing with a Relationship involving Stacey and me is beyond Dead.... things shouldnt have even gotten as far as they did... but Here I am... stuck with this wild as female as the mother of my child && I have to live with it... so I will live with it on my terms.... I kno Karie is no where near close to forgiving me... && we havent really spoke to each other in a while... but I kno her heart && I kno Im still in it... I think about Karie Every fcukin day... I be wanting to call her so bad but I don't even kno where to start to get her in the right mind frame... to let her kno I will never ever hurt her again... the only thing that will shade her mind would be for that nigguh Montana to slip up....then it won't be so hard for me to get thru to her....