Déjà Vu

MONTANA "Where Do We Go?" •Chapter 42•

My world is turning upside down rite now.... After gettin Mehki back I still had the toughest reality to face....my fcukin whole heart hates me rite now and Idk if our shit gon ever get back on track... Mehki told me Everything those slimey bvtches said before they died && Vicky is blowing me up about the wrong shit right now.... wen I do catch some free time Im goin dig all in this bvtch shit about running her mouth becuz nobody should kno except me and her and She lied about that nite terror shit to the max... Ima get to the bottom of that situation about my son too.

After shit got real We had to drop Moe and Mehki to see Benny. Benny was our Doctor we paid under the table for situations like this. He had a whole damn practice in his basement and was getting paid healthy to handle his duties. He fixed my men up pretty nice and gave em all the rite prescriptions. Phoenix was devastated once we dropped him off but she was really just glad both made it out Alive. Pretty soon it was gon be time to relocate cuz shit was gettin hectic around town. Once I got to my place I called Victoria to see what the fcuk was really up.

Victoria: Baby what took you so long to call back

Me: bvtch cut dat shit all the way out... Im not your baby and you about to gimmie some answers or im catchin the next flight to Florida to blow your fcukin brains out and you kno im not playin

Victoria: why are you coming at me like this and what are you talkin about?

Me: who the fcuk you been running your mouth to?

Victoria: what are you talkin about?

Me: bvtch you kno exactly what Im talkin about and if I gotta ask you again hanging up and goin to the airport

Victoria: listen I dnt kno wat you heard but everything she told you was a lie... I do not abuse our son and I didnt tell her we fcuked... I just let her kno I seen you..

Me: bvtch I knew your trash ass was lying about them nite terrors... you been puttin your fcukin hands on my son beating him for no fcukin reason... and Bvtch I kno you ran your mouth about us fcukin becuz I never told anybody and you a press geeked up as slut... you do shit like that

Victoria: I dnt hit him for no reason... its reasons... one being that I fcukin hate you.... I have to wake up and look at this face that resembles so much pain I had to endure and nobody put a gun to your head and told you to put your dick inside me.... you wanted to, You missed this pussy just as much as I missed the dick.

Me: You a sick ass bvtch and my son staying widd me.... dnt even fcukin think about calling nobody for him... you a pathetic trifling ass mother and You only had him to keep me and dat shit didnt work. && just know, bvtch you would never taste this dick again...

Victoria: Montana I dnt fcukin care... keep him... im tired of missing out on life raising a fcukin kid by myself. Your weak as was no help... if You want him so bad you raise him

Me: Bvtch forget you ever knew Us.. && Tread lightly around them Florida parts...

After I hung up with Victoria my fcukin emotions was all over the place... I was heated becuz she had been abusing my child but on the other hand my boy was stuck widd me for life... Im goin always be there no matter what the situation was. I do know now that I have to relocate to start a better life for him, give up all my bullshitting ways to make shit more accommodating for him. Everything was falling into place now if I could just get Karie just to forgive me I would def be a changed man.