After my first week of visiting Tiffany.... I started to get a tiny bit more hopeful... she had this thing about her personality that would make you feel like the things I was going thru was minor.... minus the fact that every morning I woke up I was counting down the days of these few months I had left to live.... I could tell she had been doing this for years && that she was really interested in helping me unlike these other doctors that seemed like all they wanted to do was pass around bad news....I could not thank Mehki enough for sending her my way.... my first couple of appointments Dre went with me but today... I finally let the girls come with me... I knew they were gonna be emotional but I just really needed to see their faces && Spend some time with them becuz I missed them sooooooo much....
I was so tired of being in this shell and shutting out everyone I loved. I wanted to start living life before I kicked the bucket. Im not going to keep letting this disease kick my Ass... I can feel my energy draining Dre... I kno he supports me in every way possible and it gets so hard... I just wanna see him smile. I promised to push myself to do whatever necessary to stay here as long as I can. Once Me && the girls left my doctors appointment we decided to grab lunch, some sweet frog && hit up the movies something we havent done together in ages. We felt like high school girls... I was so excited Cheyenne got to come out... Dre got to have QT with his boy Avery. So After the movie we did a lil retail therapy and ended the nite at somebody's Karaoke Spot.... this day was amazing... it felt like I havent had this type of fun in forever. Once I got home I was ready to hop in the shower and relax in Dre's Arms... I thought I would past out but We stayed up for hours talkin and it made me feel like Nothing else mattered.
I wanted sooooo badly to give Dre the baby he wanted... but even if I did have a chance at beating this cancer shit... I would still have to wait a while to have a kid. He gave me everything I could ever ask for in my wildest dreams... I just want it to be my turn to return the favor... I loved this man with everything in me && Im going to push thru this so dat I could see that smile I once knew && not this forced smile I was getting used to. Me and Dre agreed to spend the entire day with each other once we woke up....
The Day Started off widd brunch becuz we got up late.... after brunch we went to the spa... after the spa... Dre asked me what was sumthing I never done && I said rock climbing && the next spot we hit was an indoor rock climbing spot up... I was so nervous at first... I was scared I would get to the middle and get stuck....my first go around thats exactly what happened... My anxiety got the best of me but Dre calmed me down climbed it thru with me.
After leaving we did dinner and made our way back in the house to a candle lit bath.... two amazing days back to back. I really wanna beat this Cancer shit I need more days like this in my life.... God Please just Let me win this situation🙌🏾
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Déjà Vu
FanficIf What They say is True, What Goes around, Comes back Around.... Then this Sequel to Karma is Me, is Nothing but the Truth! We've been Here, We've done this, Who Run this? Everything Around The Girls is Falling Apart right after they found their Kn...
